Raven's true thoughts

Hey I am Raven of the Teen titans. Here are my true and personal thoughts. 1st of all you are probably wondering why I don't show much emotion? Well if I where to show emotion energy would release and blow up something. Also my past was very difficult for me. My mom died because my dad turned into a demon and killed her. Also because of that I got sent to Earth from a planet Azerath.
Also I don't really find humor in anything excpecialy Beast Boy and his little jokes. I would probably say Starfire is my best friend. She has always been there for me and we work together pretty well. Though sometimes I want to seal her mouth shut. I have to admit I do feel sorry that I act the way I do but I kind of have to with my powers. Also I cant say my background is something to be happy about.
I meditate because it makes me feel relaxed and worry free. My friends think I am mysterious because of it and the way I act, but they are cool so I don't really care. I often think my friends are scared of me because of my actions especially Robin he acts very strange around me sometimes.