This is a poem I wrote as if an hypothetical lone Neville was writing it, and his thoughts and experiences on love at a certain point. It's charged with feeling and I really hope you like it and can tell me what your thoughts are about anything related. Enjoy!
Never in my life I've felt so sad
My heart is pounding but no one lives in
Except the ones who I miss so bad
And those ones whose love for me is dim.
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I feel so deluted with the world from the start
I feel I'm an oasis in the desert of love
The concept of perfection I search in my heart
Is only a misconcept and just makes me mad.
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Heartbreaks and delusions I've had in my life
For I hate the hypocrisy of not being myself
I'm a gentleman who wants to make a girl feel safe
And kiss her and love her and make her value herself
-o-
Of all the experience I've had in my loving
I've realized of one thing that is pure truth:
You can be perfect, a real prince charming
But girls they prefer them cretins than cute
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Perhaps it's the way nature made girls choose men
Perhaps it's I suck in giving a girl what she wants
And all I can do is keep wondering "When?"
"When will I meet the girl of my own?"
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Never in my life I felt so ugly
But never in my life I'd hang with rope
How do you combat the painful grief of being lonely?
Only with the humble spark of hope.
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I admit I believe in potential twin souls
'cause I know life is more than just pleasure and sex
I just wonder if I have ridiculously high goals
And if I should give up in my search for the best
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Have I been all my life expecting a fairy tale?
Should I surrender right now and have a long nap?
My hope gives me strength to go to the sea and sail
I'm just keeping up with the pursuit of love
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I know you're out there! You can't hide for long!
My heart will always lead me and I'll find you someday
My wish's on a star and my willpower's strong
The odds are in our favor! Girl I'm on my way!
-o-
I'll never give up and I'll never let you go
I need you so badly I want you to be mine
And so I will start with my search right now
Our love will be great! The flame will never die!
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I'll love you and kiss you and hug you and miss you
And we'll know that everything will always be fine
I'll hear you and take you and hold you and love you
And I'll always be yours and you'll always be mine
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So I'll just go on with my pursuit of happiness
Because I know in my heart that you exist for true
You will see me and know it's the end of our loneliness
When I look you in your eyes and you know I love you.
I hope you liked it. Please tell me whatever your thoughts are. What you believe of this perspective of watching things, what you personally believe about love and what are your experiences, how do you combat loneliness, what you thought about this poem –the first one in English I've written, or whatever you want to say! Thanks for reading it and I hope listening of you soon!
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