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Millicent: I...
She thoughts 'impeccable child' and continued on 'though she was well brought up, with that temperament, and such ill nature, it does her no good than to brought up ill'
As they were talking about her 'rather' personal, physical problem, she didn't appreciated them, no, not one bit.
She bit out that they should be concerned for their own affair than hers. Though she knew that they were saying that for her best interest and that though they speak what she despises, they love her, she tormented them and wounded them with her words.
She felt like shite whenever this happened.
For one, in school no body took her seriously. They mostly ignored her except when they felt it was 'time to provoke someone' and since she has been the most easy target between them, she was unignored in that circumstance.
But most of times....
She was never heard nor seen.
When ever somebody provoked her with words and whenever she knew that she could say all the awful things in the world directed to them, it never reched her tongue. She was such a loser!!
She thought of the possible, witty reply after her chance was missed forever.
Sadly.
So how could she say all those awful and witty things to ones that loves her? she found herself asking this. She had absolutely no clue but to find comfort in despising her ill-nature to do something like this.
If she was physically un-well through the eyes of others, she should very well exercise. The answer was simple, she could start all those exercising, moving her muscle and get rid of the extra-fat, instead, she had to brought up the most painful subjuct for her parents, who cautiously brought up that issue.
She feels horrible as she utters words to prevent her parents to say furthermore.
She knew how much it would tore their heart, yet she couldn't find the decency to take a breath and stop and apologize for all those rude remarks she exclaimed.
Millicent found it rather hard to apologize to her own parents.
