Buffy's POV
I'm not gay. No really, I'm not.
I've never felt like this for another woman before her.
I never thought about other girls whilst growing up.
I never secretly spied at them during the showers after gym class.
I never fantasized about what it would be like to sleep with a girl.
I never even had random naughty dreams of that kind.
There was only her.
It happened so fast. I never even saw it coming. I never saw her coming.
It was just a regular night after patrol. We were sitting across from each other at a burger joint.
Eating, laughing, talking about the most common and normal things in the world.
We threw fries at each other and giggled at other late night customers.
It was when we went outside after finishing our meals that it happened.
I was laughing so hard from one of her jokes and had to lean against the wall behind me to keep myself from falling to the ground. She was laughing just as hard as I was when she bumped in to me as she too had to use the wall to lean against.
I grabbed her jacket and pulled her towards me as I tried to swat her arm for making me laugh so hard. But I missed her arm and accidently hit the wall instead, which made us both laugh even harder. She leaned against me and put her head on my shoulder as she tried to calm herself down.
We were still laughing when I put my arm around her neck to steady myself.
We were still laughing when she pulled her head back and looked straight in to my eyes.
And then she kissed me.
It happened so fast.
I couldn't think. I couldn't breathe.
She pulled back to look at me and my head was spinning.
There was an echo of laughter roaming around in my head, but neither of us was laughing.
We were just staring deep in to each other's eyes.
I don't know what it was that made me do it.
Maybe it was the look on her face. Or the glint she had in her eyes.
Maybe it was the way she was pressing against my body that made me react the way that I did.
I leaned up and kissed her again.
She seemed shocked by it and it took her a few seconds to respond to it.
But when she finally did, my whole body felt like melting.
I've had my share of kisses before, but this one was different.
It was so intense and full of desire, so full of passion.
The way that her tongue fought against mine as she pushed me harder up against the wall, made me lose all control. I wrapped my legs around her waist as she lifted me up from the ground.
I let my hands get tangled in her hair as she gently bit my bottom lip.
I let out a moan as she pressed her thigh against my crotch.
I didn't know how to make my brain work again.
All I knew was that I needed her.
I wanted her.
I'm not gay.
I know I'm not gay.
I'm not bisexual and I'm not even straight.
I don't want another woman. I don't want some other guy.
I just want her.
I just want Faith.