A gust of wind blew across the clearing, "Clawface what have you done?" The dark tabby meowed.
"I' ve killed my own mother, "Clawface repiled coldly. Do you really think I wanted to do it? Do you really think I wanted to too? I loved her as much as the stars themselves, but she was only my second..."
"Second? What are you talking about? You always told me how much you loved her how much you wanted to be with her, how much-"
"I couldn't love her not when she was from another clan. She, herself can't have kits, she's a medicine cat. So when I went to search for someone else I met her..." Clawface trailed off.
"Clawface who's her? Haven't I been your friend till the end who is her? When we were still alive you kept this from me you also change the topic everything I brought up the topic,"
"Please don't force me. You'll never forgive me after I tell you. You're the only friend I have left if you leave me too then I'lI shall be alone... again,"
"Clawface no matter what I'll always be your friend,"
"Raggedstar, please don't be mad with me, but the she cat that had my kits was...Yellowfang,"
There was a moment of silent, "He hates me. He hates me now he will never speak to me again. I'll be lonely again. I fell in love with two medicine cats. I brought the biggest mistake to the forest no one will ever help me now. I'll be lonely like it was last time. Weak, unwanted and hated,"Clawface thought to himself.
"Clawface I don't hate you," Raggedstar's voice quivered Raggedstar knew clan leaders should never showed doubt, or a sign of weakness. If he showed it to a exile warrior than it would be twice as bad.
Clawface knew what Raggedstar was thinking. He knew he shouldn't push his luck anymore. He was luck Raggedstar wasn't clawing his fur off right now. I hate myself. Falling for two medicine cats kiting with one, and killing my own mother. I even lied to Raggedstar my own leader. Telling him Brokenstar was his. How silly of me. It would have never worked. Yellowfang didn't want to lie too. I caused everyone problems. I'm just a troublesome exiled warrior. Not even Place of No Stars wanted me. I guess I'll just be a rouge again. Like I was the first time, Lonely and weak.