A/N: Hi! This is my first fanfiction, well published at least. Thanks for reading my story! I know this isn't long, I wrote it on my iPod and didn't have a very good sense on how long it was, but I tried.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Teen Titans. :(
It's been about five months since Trigons death and I've been slowly adjusting to life with freedom. Well, partial freedom. I always thought I would be able to show emotion after this, but no. I guess I should've figured that though. But I've been happier at least. Able to relax more. I've actually been showing my true colors, at least as much as I can without showing too much emotion.
"Friend Raven, the night of Friday has come!" Starfire said in her usual happy manner.
"Tonight is the singing of the karaoke! Will you be joining us?" I looked at her curiously. Karaoke? Oh right. They made plans.
"Maybe. But I wont sing." I looked down at my book and pretended to read hoping she'd be satisfied with my answer, but knowing she's not.
She looked at me with those big green eyes of hers with tears welling up. "But Raven, I wish to hear your singing!" Knew it. I looked at her and sighed. "Sorry, but I just can't sing. I'm very bad at it."
I said, lying through my teeth. The truth is, I love singing, and am pretty good at it, or at least I'd like to think. But I get too into it and end up shattering something because of my emotions. "Please friend Raven, you will be glorious!" she pleaded. "Mm...I'll think about it." I said. Maybe she'll leave me alone now. "Wonderful!" She said and flew off to go get ready. I guess I'll get ready too.
I went up the stairs and into my room. I walked over to my closet and opened the door and started looking through my clothes. Ever since I defeated Trigon, I started wearing normal clothes and makeup more often. It's at least one way to express myself. I settled on a shirt with my favorite bands name on it and a pair of ripped jeans. And for a little flair, a short, waist level hoodie. I looked at my reflection in the mirror and approved my outfit. I eyed my eyeliner for a minute before deciding to put some on with mascara. Good. I guess I'll do something with my hair too. I grew it out over these five months, so it's a little past my shoulder blades. I pulled it back into a ponytail but left a piece in the front. I pulled on my shoes and headed out of my room.
I ran into Starfire and her eyes widened at my appearance. "Raven! You look glorious!" she grabbed me and pulled me into one of her alien strength hugs. I feel like my innards are about explode. "Star...fire...can't...b-breathe!" I said through gasps. She released me and apologize quickly. I straightened myself up and cleared my throat. She looked down at herself doubtfully and sighed. "I don't think my appearance is good enough..." I looked at what she was wearing, and she was wearing a blue ruffled skirt with black tights, with ankle boots and a long sleeved purple croptop. I gave her my most sincere smile and complimented her. "You look great, Star." She looked up at me brightly and smiled a wide smile. "You believe so? Oh, thank you!" she hugged me softly. Well, as soft as she can. I hugged her back and smiled a little smile. "You're welcome. Hey, where are the boys?" I asked realizing it was too quiet here. Almost peaceful.
She let go and dusted off her skirt. "The boys said they shall meet us there soon, they first had to run the errand." She said. "Oh, okay." I nodded. "I guess we should go then." I said. "Indeed!" She flew to the door and opened it and flew out. "Oh, wait Star!" I yelled after her. She turned around and looked at me curiously. "Yes, friend Raven?" She asked curiously. "Let's take the car. I'll drive." I said and she smiled brightly. "Yes, of course!" We both got in the car and made our way to the karaoke bar.
As soon I got out I felt the blood drain from my face. This place was swarming like a irritated beehive! I sighed and shook me head. Oh god help me.
Starfire started joyfully skipping towards the building with me in tow. This is gonna be a long night. As we approached the building, I suddenly bumped into something and looked up to see it was Star looking down at me. "Oh and Raven, please wear this if you do decide to sing. Singing always gets me emotional and I expect it is the same for you. If you wear this bracelet while singing it will enable you to show emotion. But it only works once." She handed me a ruby red and sapphire blue gem bracelet. I looked up at her in surprise. How did she...? Whatever. "Th-thanks.." she smiled and flew into the building and I followed.
We soon found the guys and sat down. After about an hour and a half, one of us finally decided to sing. Not surprising that it was Beast Boy. And god, he was AWFUL. I choked on my soda from laughing so hard, and that's saying something, considering I never laugh. Next was Star, Cyborg, then Robin.
After he finished he came back to the table and sat next to star and she hugged him. "You were spectacular, Robin!" She said gleefully. He blushed and attempted to speak. "I-I wasn't really all that great..." he murmured. "Bro, you sucked!" Beast boy said while laughing. "I'm gonna have to agree with BB here, Rob." Cyborg said grinning "You suck!" Robin hung his head down in shame as they all laughed. I merely smiled. Starfire gasped and turned to me. "Raven! You agreed to sing, correct?" she said with a hopeful look in her eyes. "W-Well I said maybe! Not yes!" I stammered. "Rae! You should totally go up there and sing! You can't be as bad as Robin!" Beast Boy said while wearing a cocky grin on his face. "You're one to talk." I said and smirked. He gripped his chest. "Ow! Rae, that hurt my heart!" he laughed and I chuckled. "Raven, if I did it, you can." Robin said hoping to take the embarrassment off himself. Well, I have the bracelet so I guess it won't be that bad...alright. I sighed and stood up. "Fine." I put the bracelet on and walked on stage. Oh god. I've never sung in front of anyone. What if the bracelet doesn't work?
No, it will. Even if it doesn't I can't turn back now. I told the band what song I chose and then asked the guitar player if I could play myself and he agreed. No one even knows I play guitar either. Awesome. Well, this may be fun, so I'm gonna do it. I set the mic stand in front of me and cleared my throat. "Um..." I started introducing my self like everyone else did. "My name is Raven, and I'll be singing the Goddamn...by Falling in Reverse, but I'm changing the lyrics a little..." I could see the confusion on my teammates faces because I chose such a energetic song for me to choose. This is gonna be fun.
"One Two Three Four!" I began enthusiastically. I started playing and singing at the same time. "My words cut just like razor blades
I'm just like a hand grenade
you pulled the pin now you too late
excuse me while I detonate
you live the life of luxury
deep down inside your misery
subsides and thrives for company
now morally your crumbling
Goddamn need some help
I can't help myself
cause the guy I like's in love with someone else.
Goddamn it's too bad
really wished it would last
always wanting what
I'll never have so goddamn" I began acting a way I didn't know I even could. This is so much fun! I was dancing and singing in front of a bunch of people with a real band! Whoa! This is amazing! I finished the song a few minutes later, sweating and out of breath, even smiling.
I even got a standing ovation! Now this, a girl could get used to.
I handed the guitar back to the guy and thanked him then ran back to the table and sat down. No one said a word at first, they all stared at me in shock. The first one to speak was Star. She hugged me tightly and squealed loudly. "Friend Raven! That was most glorious! You were amazing! I never knew you could play that instrument! Marvelous!" she said excitedly. "Holy crap Raven! That was amAZING!" Cyborg patted me on the back and smiled at me. "How come you never sing at the tower?" Robin asked. "You're amazing!" he stated. I felt myself hint at a smile. "I just don't." I replied. Soon they all went up to go god knows where and left me and Beast Boy alone at the table.
"Hey, uh, Rae, I never got to congratulate you earlier. They all talk way too much!" He laughed nervously and scratched behind his head. His face turned red and he looked away shyly, but still smiling. "Raven...you were amazing. I've never heard anyone sing like that before!" he looked back at me now. "And the way you played that guitar! Wow! Incredible!" My cheeks flushed and I looked away and started rubbing my arm. "Oh, um thank you.." I replied quietly. As soon as I said that the others came back. "Well, well, well, looks like you guys just had a moment!" Cyborg teased. I swear if weren't made of metal I would punch him so hard. "Eh?! No way! I was just telling her how great she was up there!" Beast Boy exclaimed. "Mmhmmmm, suuuure!" Cyborg smirked and puts his arm around my shoulder. "Did he try to make a move on you, Rae?" He asked me with a devilish smirk on his face. "No. Get off of me or I will banish you to another dimension." I replied with a monotone voice while drinking my soda. He backed off and I stood up. What time is it? I looked at the clock and it read 11:45pm. How did it get so late already? "Hey, it's late so I'm going to head home. I drove the car here so you guys can take it, I'll walk." I grabbed my bag and took one last sip of my soda. Beast Boy shot up and spoke, "I'll walk with you, Rae! I'm getting kinda tired myself!" he grinned at me and grabbed his stuff. "Well if you really want to, just don't be expecting some life changing conversation." I said boredly. I put my money on the table, said my farewells and left with Beast Boy at my side.
A/N: Hi again! I know that she's a little OOC, but that's kind of the point since she's changed. If you don't know the song, look it up! Please! PM me if you have questions, and please give advice! I'm really bad at ._. Thanks! PS the title for this chapter got screwed up so ya...