Her laughter echoes in his ear,her smile is pictured in his mind,her kisses are still on his lips,her soft curly hair is still on his hand,her cherry perfume is still in his nose.
Everyday for the last 3 months Castle had sat on the lounge playing with the ring In his hand, everyday he looks at the photo of her on his shoulders her head upside down giving him a kiss,everyday he wakes up wishing it was a bad dream.
His I love you Kate echoes in her ear,his smile is pictured in his mind,his warms arms are still wrapped around her west,his hair and facial hair is still on her hands.
Everyday for the last 3 months she had did what she did to hide her pain work,her wall was up again this time to was stronger,she twist and turned and screamed for him in her sleep.
She looked in the mirror she thinks to herself
"Kate Beckett what are you doing. You may have wanted this job 3 months ago. She never dreamed she would lose Castle because of it"
She walked over to McCord.
"Can I help you"
"I'm leaving"
"What do you mean your leaving"
"This job was what I wanted but now it's not"
"What do you want than"
"Castle I just want him"
"What if it doesn't work,what if he has moved on,than what you can't come back here"
"I don't make rushed decisions but I feel in my gut this is right"
"Goodbye than"
"Thank you McCord"
As she walks to the door her heart beats so fast. Her hand shakes as she knocks on the door.
"Kate"
"Hey Castle can we talk"
"Sure come in"
She walks in and sits on the lounge he sits down next to her.
"Did you fly all the way from DC to talk to me"
"Castle I would fly anywhere to be with you and I quit my job"
"What why"
"It didn't feel right Castle I"
She takes a deep breath and holds back her tears
"Castle I wake up in the middle of the night screaming and crying your name,all I think about is your smile,you telling me you love me and your warm arms around my waist"
She grabs his hand and places it on her heart.
"My heart feels like that whenever I'm with you"
He moves his hand she frowns and puts her head down. He grabs her chin she looks up he wipes the tears from her cheek. he grabs her hand and puts it on his heart she puts her hand on it.
"So does mine"
He moves his hand from his chest and moves it into her hair. He moves closer to her lips she closes her eyes and he gives her a kiss on the lips. He pulls away but not far away their noses touch he starts to whisper.
"We can go as slow as you want just as long as I don't lose you again"
"No I don't want to slow anymore I want to go fast"
"How fast"
She picks up the rings he has had on coffee table she puts one on her finger she holds it up.
"This fast"
"Really"
"I want to move in"
"Really"
"Well I have no place to go"