Bother
Summary: Part of the Stone Sour Series. Part 2: Kai in Siberia. Rated T for Swear Words… Bad Corey! Song: Bother
After Blue Study was such a hit, I decided to make more of these, using the whole album Stone Sour. Enjoy!
Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry
Blast this. Damn him to hell!
My self affliction fades
Imperfect… I'm not. I'm imperfect!
Stones to throw at my creator
They don't understand. They will never understand.
Masochists to which I cater
Pain… Why is it me? What did I do to anger Boris?
You don't need to bother
Just leave me. I'll be dead in minutes.
I don't need to be
You'll do better without me. You'll win.
I'll keep slipping farther
Down into nothing… Into oblivion. Darkness.
But once I hold on
Leave me here. Take your hand and walk away.
I won't let go till it bleeds
I don't deserve your pity. Leave me here with my wounds.
Wish I was too dead to care
I shouldn't care. But I do… You were like friends to me.
If indeed I cared at all
Keeping up this pretence… It's the hardest thing I've ever done.
Never had a voice to protest
I don't want to hurt you. So I don't speak out. Retaliation is dangerous.
So you fed me shit to digest
This isn't me you've been talking to for all these months. It's my grandfather.
I wish I had a reason
There's nothing I can remember. The ice is sinking. I'm going with it.
My flaws are open season
You saw right into me. You can see everything.
For this I gave up trying
Why don't you leave me? I'll only betray you again.
One good turn deserves my dying
I'll die. Sooner or later. Today, tomorrow, in sixty years time. Why save me now?
You don't need to bother
It's not like your problems, Ray. You can be trusted. Yours will go away. Mine stay here forever.
I don't need to be
Just leave me alone. I'll be fine. No one cares.
I'll keep slipping farther
I could reach out now. I could take your hand.
But once I hold on
Hold on to your good thoughts. I'll help you preserve them.
I won't let go till it bleeds
Let me slip down… It'll be painless, I promise you. No blood.
Wish I'd died instead of lived
My life had been a waste. Tyson, let me go.
A zombie hides my face
You've never seen me smile. Never seen me happy. Leave me alone.
Shell forgotten
No one will remember, in ten years time. No one. Let me go.
With its memories
You'll look back and regret this Tyson! GO!
Diaries left
I can't change. I will never change.
With cryptic entries
You never understood me. And you don't care if I don't change.
And you don't need to bother
Leave me be! Let me alone!
I don't need to be
My life has been a waste. So leave me to my darkness
I'll keep slipping farther
Down… Soon I'll be submerged.
But once I hold on
This memory will grip you forever Tyson. I'll haunt you…
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Leave me to my doom, my paradise, my hell, my heaven.
You don't need to bother
Your hand… It's still there. And so am I.
I don't need to be
For the last time. Tyson, leave me to my death.
I'll keep slipping farther
Down… No! Don't take my treacherous hand.
But once I hold on
I'm sure I must have broken your fingers by now.
I'll never live down my deceit
Damn you to hell, Tyson, for allowing me to live.
Well, yeah. Don't think this is particularly good, but then again, I didn't like Blue Study. I think I saw this episode…
R&R!