Hello. My name is Kagura Sohma and by the last name, yes I am cursed by the zodiac. I am the boar in the zodiac and I have a crush on one Sohma, well he isn't part of the zodiac and most people think he shouldn't even be a Sohma but I think he is. I think he is a member and should be treated like everyone else. This boy's name is Kyo Sohma; he is in the year of the cat. I try and make him like me by showing my love to him but he just avoids me and shouts at me. I just love him so much but he doesn't love me back which I want, I want him to the one, the one to love me forever until death. But that will never happen. I'm the boar that beats the cat up half to death accidently but I just can't control myself. It's not fair though…I went to Akito Sohma not so long ago, I asked am I aloud to ask Kyo out and maybe could marry him. He looked at my funny with his cold dagger eyes stabbing into mine. I was so scared, he was so silent as usual but I could see anger in his eyes too. I just wish he never gave me that look anymore, it's so scary. He stood up from his chair and had the same look, until he took a couple of cold steps towards me, each step his eyes changed. The daggers got sharper and sharper turning into knifes stabbing deeper into my terrified soul. He stopped right in front of me, I was so scared I had tears but they couldn't come out I was that scared. I was speechless and cold I couldn't breathe properly. Akito grabbed the collar of my shirt and he pulled me close to his pale face, his eyes turned into swords and he said to me very quietly,
"So…you want to love the cat? The cat that even isn't a proper member of the zodiac?" he laughed at me, but wasn't a real laugh I could tell and his tone changed to very deep,
"You make me sick" and he pushed me to the ground very hard and not any gentle was in him. The eyes were now axes. Even talking about this gives me shivers down my whole body. He shouted at me,
"WHY WOULD YOU BE WITH HIM!? HE DOESN'T EVEN BELONG HERE! HE'S A DISGRACE! ALL OF YOU ARE! STILL CALLING HIM A SOHMA! HE WOULD NEVER LOVE YOU! YOU ARE A PROPER SOHMA AND HE ISNT AND HE HATES YOU! HAVE YOU SEEN YOURSELF ATTACK HIM!? HAVE YOU HEARD OF PERSONAL SPACE!? THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN!" I was so hurt, just in words too. I had so many tears and I was choking in sorrow and fear. And he just glared at me and replied to me,
"What are you a baby? Do you really love him that much!?" and pushed me. My head hit the ground and it was bleeding a bit, it is still now. And ended up kicking me and pulling me by the hair and dragged me to the door and threw me out. Now here I am outside on a bench crying in pain and sorrow, with my head bleeding and a couple of bruises. I just want Kyo to come to me and hug me, which would be the cure. But my wishes never come true. Where are you Kyo? I need you? I love you.