This is my first official twilight fanfic so i'd love to hear what you guys think. If i get reviews to keep going to chapter 1.

thanks for the support and i hope you all enjoy my story


Love and Every Drug

PROLOUGE

My name is Isabella Swan and i was a drug addict at 18. I lived in Seattle in a rundown apartment near the docks. i worked in a shitty bar at nights to get by. When i got hooked on drugs I had just moved to Seattle from forks after my father died. To be honest i loved the cool weather from the north and didn't want to go back to Pheniox to live with my mother. she shipped me to my fathers when i was 16 so she could have the perfect life with her new husband Phil. I despised him. He took my mother from me. We were so close till he came along and she acted like i didn't exsist.

The neddle enters my vein as i penetrate the skin near the crook of my elbow. the drugs flood over me and it feels great. i feel like i'm on cloud nine. I sit back and close my eyes as a sigh escapes my mouth. It's been a while since i've been this high, My dealer gave me the good stuff this time and i loved him for that. before i knew it i was asleep.

It was around 6 in the afternoon when i woke up. My shift started in two hours. I walked to the bathrrom and turned the water on to let in warm up, I stripped my clothes off then stepped in the shower. i pour the shampoo into my hands and lathered it in my medium length brown hair. i leaned my head back to let the water rinse out my hair. i repeated the process then did the same with the conditioner then turned the water off. i stood there for a few seconds before stepping out. I wrapped a towel around my chest the walked out into my room to get dress. i pulled out some underwear then put on a black lace push up bra. I pulled on a black shirt that showed the right amount of clevage and a pair of dark blue denim skinny jeans with a pair of knee high black leather boots. My boss James nomad had a thing for his employees looking like hookers. I brushed out my hair then let it air dry. I munched on some left over chinese to pass time. at 7:30 i walked out the door and locked it. I walked down the stairs and headed to the bar.

When i got to the bar I saw James unlocking the door. he had his hands full of boxes and was struggling. i ran over to him.

"need help James?" i asked, taking the boxes from his hands.

"thanks Bella." he said, opening the door. " oh, i need you to serve tonight, Rosalie called and said she was sick." he added, turning on the games.

I nodded.

"Uh, where do you want these boxes?" i asked

"just put them in my office." he said not even looking up at me.

i walked into his office and sat down the boxes. i looked over at James desk and saw a picture of his wife Victoria. she was so pretty, she had fire engine red curl hair. She was the sweetest girl i've met unless you hit on her husband then you were in trouble. i tuned around and walked out sutting the door behind me. i went to the bar and turned on the registar and started counting the money. I heard the ding of the door and looked up. It was like he was sent from heaven. he had the most awfully crazy hair like he had sex before walking in. his gray v-neck clung to his body and you could see every muscle. I staired at him and i think he caught on because he was smirked at me.

"hello?" he said waving his hand towards me.

"Uh, hi." i said finally looking down to continue counting.

"Can you tell me where James is?" he asked walking towards the bar and sat down in frint of me.

"yeah he is in the back. What me to go get him?" i asked looking up at him with a smile.

"sure." she said returning the smile.

I walked to the back of the bar to get James.

"Hey James there is someone in the front of the bar looking for you." i said looking at James as he counted beers.

"oh cool that must be the new guy, come on." James said as he walked by me.

I followed him up to the front of the bar. The new guy was looking around at the pictures hanging in the bar. James walked up behind him and cleared his throat. the guy jumped and turned around. I giggled silently from behind the bar.

"Are you the new guy?" James asked.

the new guy shook his head yes.

"I am Edward Cullen." he said and stuck his hand out to shake James hand.

"it;s nice to meet you Edward." he shook his hand. "tonight you'll be working bar so Bella can train you." James said pointing to me.


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