basicly this would be me writing letters to our dead Alchemyst... sad, very sad.

The snow bit harshly down on me as I walked to see you, frozen tears on my cheeks…

"This is the third time this week." Pally sighed "She misses him, we all do." William whispered.

"Yet another day." I sighed.

"It's so cold" I'd say - you'd gave me your coat

"I hate you." I'd say - you'd laugh and say "I love you too."

"Hold me." I'd say - you'd smile and say "You're so needy."

"You're leaving?" I'd ask - you'd take hold of me and say "You are too."

"you're hurt!" I'd cry - you'd groan and say, no matter how bad you were. "Only a little."

"I'm so sorry!" I'd beg - you'd just smile. "Don't be."

"How are we going to do this!" I'd ask - you'd smile. "Together."

"You shouldn't cry, you're so lovely and it ruins it." I'd say - you'd cry harder. "Thanks"

"But now its cold and you're not here, I wanted you to know that I love you like a father and always will. I should have been there to steal your pain away, so you wouldn't of had to your self…

You never seemed like the type of person to do that, just to end it like you did. I know you didn't go find Dee to get the codex back… you found him so he could end you and you knew he would. You left us, and the bad part is… we won and got the codex back, but it no longer matters, Perry is so sad, and you're not here to help, you're not here to take away the hurt that we feel… we miss you… but your love was and is like the wind, we can't see it, but we can feel it."

"Yet another day, without you."