Rating- {PG 13} I guess but I never know it could be higher or lower though

Spoilers: season 7 and up to season 2 also some one hundred percent pure imagination pre-Buffy

Set: all Buffy seasons

Main character: SPIKE, SPIKE and let me think SPIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Title: The Diaries of William the Bloody

Authors small note: I am no good at diary style of writing but thought I would try it out so if it is real bad I'm real sorry

Dear Log, My heart is empty (well was before recently) I have spent 21 years of my life as a nobody. I remember people's faces yet they do not remember me. Yet now there is hope for my damaged soul, well I guess that's not there now, but me. I can change become well known and feared. Let my revenge loose on all those who have mistreated me the whole of my life. I can now see the world through a new perspective not as the warm-blooded vermin that are humans. But as the undead the stronger inhabitance of this world. I have been dead now for a day, I am nothing but a fledging at the moment but I will learn, with Drusilla as my mentor my lover and well my entire unlife. Her pale exquisite skin, her large doll-like eyes. Her perfect little hands, her petite feminine figure. Ideal in every way even her twisted and delicate mind unusual but still attractive.

Today I hunted my first human, at first Dru had been feeding me. While I learnt from her techniques if that were what you would call them. The smell of fear and sweat from the prey, the taste of the tangy substance of adrenaline and blood as it treacled poured down your throat, and to think I used to enjoy pancakes.

I suppose I should properly introduce my self I am William (the bloody) as my so called friends with who I used to socialize with. I have a mother, which reminds me is probably worried sick seeing I have not seen her in half a week.

My love now is Drusilla my fair glorious maiden, she respects and appreciates me at last a real woman my sire.

Today Dru took me to see her, and now mine vampire blood family. It is made up of three members. Angelus a deadly renowned vampire killed many and of which I have known a few. Darla who was Angeles's sire. To be mother of such a deadly childe is something to be proud of in this dark world. The two of them are lovers well I assume over the way they were acting towards each other today and the shot while I have known them. and Drusilla of course my eternal lover who I have also only known a short while but our love is connected by blood a strong link and it feels like I have known her my whole existence. She was a London girl killed twenty years ago and was driven insane by her 'father'. There is a rumor she can tell the future and has thrall and I fib=n dit really interesting.

Okay I am going have to go because my honey bear Drusilla is calling me I will write my next entry

Goodbye for now my dear friend
William

This chapter is short for it is just a spoiler the more you review the more u write more you get to read I want to now your opinions for I am not sure in it my self so my readers the ball is in your court. So please read and review I'm beggin' ya'