Dare you to move

Sorry guys, I deleted it by default.

Author: BlackBunny

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Rating: NC-17.

Summary: Ryan knows what he wants and nobody's going to stand in his way.

Spoilers: All films

Parings: Troy Bolton and Ryan Evans

Authors Note(s): I know you hate chatting before reading, but this story is kind of different.

And before you ask me questions why I've written it this way, you should read my notes.It'll answer some things, I'm sure.

FirstI'd like to point out that I disagree with many of the other slash writers about the characters of Troy and Ryan.

Ryanis not sweet, innocent or to sensitive, at least that's not how I think his character was played. He know's what he wants and goes for it. When Sharpay let him down he payed her back and when they both tried to get Troy and Gabriella lose against them, he too was activatly involved in it or at least approved of it. This would make it more likely for Ryan to hurt Troy and not the other way around.

I don't think either that Ryan's the one who would constantly start to cry, because one: he's male and all man (even gay ones) have a tendency to hide their feelings. And secondly: Unless it's something pretty bad women don't cry that often either at least not in public (not including pregnant ones here.). No really, I'm a woman too and I don't start to cry every five minutes or when my man (or woman) told me he/she loves me.

And to make this point clear if a guy like Ryan would get punched by anyone, I really think he would swing back. As I said he payed Sharpay back in full and if he does that with his own sister, why wouldn't he do anything about it if somebody hit him or badmouthed him. So he clearly doesn't let himself be pushed around by others. We've seen that in the second film. Especially when he playes baseball against Chad, it's obvious that he doesn't just stands by if someone doesn't take him seriously. And he doesn't back down from a challenge either.

Troydid let Gabriella down so we could assume he'd do the same to Ryan, but he's learned from his mistakes, as we've obviously seen in the films. And I don't think that Troy would ever beat someone up just for the hell of it or let anybody(especially his friends) do this, if he could help it. Because, like it or not, he did stand up for Gabriella to his dad and he did stand up to Sharpay because of her way to threat his friends.

Also he's played as a nice boy. Nice boys are not vindictive(Even though I sometimes doubt that there are nice boys on this planet.), they are not mean just because they can or are affraid of their friends(at least the shouldn't). Troy didn't even listen to his friends in the second film, even though he knew he was wrong. Can't imagine him listening to them now, if he knows he is right. He did his own thing so IF he ever would (which I don't think he would because it would freak the gits at disney out...a lot.) go out with Ryan it would be "all or nothing". And if it's written that they are together I don't think he would let Evans down, because as I said he's learned that with Gabriella already.

And yeah, he's the basketball captain and all that but hell, the way his character is played, he's more emotional than Ryan, especially when it comes to love. (Zac Effron is just such a good actor!) Hell he was nearly crying as he asked Gabriella for forgiveness, in the films, both times.

Also the boy is shy. It was already bad with Gabriella, so I don't think just because it's a guy he'd like would make him suddenly totally confident and flirty. Because really, it's just not his character. And because of his shyness I although don't believe he would molest anyone(even if the guy's asleep), which is just wrong and he would know that it is.

So Plu-leeeze...that's just freaking out the normal Slash readers...or just me as the case may be?? (No offense to anyone, I assure you. Everyone's got their own thing.)

Secondly(Yeah, I know, I actually should have written "third", but what the hell.) I don't agree with the way Chad is described most of the time either, because even though he acted like an ass once, he's not. He saw that he did something wrong and appollogized.

Also he's a true friend to Troy, even though they fought. In the first film he did make a mistake but he learned. In the second he did nothing wrong. He told Troy that he was beeing and ass and true friends are like that.

If my friends behave stupid I sure as hell tell them and they tell me too if I'm beeing a bitch. And I really think that Chad like's Ryan, especially after the second film. They got along just fine. So why should he go all caveman on them, just because Ryan and/or Troy are gay?

Okay, last but not least. I generally try to make both man act like they are male.(Note here that I try and hope to manage it, but it's really hard sometimes, because guys can be so pigheaded and I can't always follow their logic.)

I'm pretty sure there are times when men have breakdowns too, but I really hate to get them sobbing, like a bunch of 10 year old girls who scraped their knees, every five seconds. Because both ARE MEN and normally are 17 or older, which makes them kind of grown up.

And IF one of them hurts the other physically, in whatever way(Either if he does it himself or let's his friends do it or just let's it happen), it is not right to write that they still get together. (If they're even matched in the fight, I could see them might become friends but for love it would take A LOT of time.)

Because it's not right that anyone (women or men) let themselfs be treathed that way (and forgeting it, is just the way to do that).

So whoever thinks that one could still be together with someone like that, please, look up a good therapist. It's never right to hurt someone(Eypecially not their lover/husband/wife/kid/friends etc.)!!

And if anyone wants to give me that crap about how words can be more hurtful, than getting beaten up, really, shut up because they're not! Getting beaten up, molested, raped or anything like that, leaves everyone with a trauma. And yes, here the therapist comes in handy.

Whoever does or did something like that deserves no mercy or a second chance, in my eyes, but a one way ticket to jail. (As I said, if they're even matched, I can understand, but not if one beats up someone who's weaker.) If you think otherwise...the therapist...please.

If something like that happens in a story one should make it clear that it's wrong (and that said evil person get's what he/she deserves).

As it should be in real life, even though it doesn't always work out that way...sigh

... okay most of the times it doesn't work out, but that's no reason for us to make it seem as if it should be normal, because it's just not right! And that, you should know.

Even if we're all really near the point of just giving up on justice. We can at least get it here, where we write. It doesn't matter much, I know, but why torture ourselfs (and the readers) even here. Whenever I read something like said things above, I just get so majorly pissed I start to hate every lifeform on the planet.

Yeah, yeah...here it comes "Than don't read something like that!".

Easier said that done. Of course there are warnings. But (and that's a big one) I like a little drama and hurt, and yes, I'm sometimes kind of sadistic too, but I've never ever written in a way that indicates, hurting someone is something acceptable.

And really. The warnings do not contain a 'warning' about, if a writer see's it like that or not.

Maybe they should? I wouldn't be as freaked out (and pissed) as I am, now.

Okay, on to the WARNINGS:

Slash. Love, onesided at first.

Sex, angst, and a Ryan who's NOT a little sobbing idiot.

But a Troy who is kind of innocent...at first.

Ryan will change that!

Muahahahahaha...tries to laugh evilly but starts coughing...hick...

Dare you to move

Prolouge

Ryans POV

Hey, I'm Ryan Evans. I'm sure you all heared a lot about me already. No wonder, what with my famous acting and dacing skills. I'm pretty sure you heared about my sister too. My sweet, beautiful and even nice(if she wants to) twin. Oh, don't get me wrong, she can be a bitch, if you get in her way, but actually she's pretty lovely. I've always followed her lead, because well lets be honest, it was easy. But since the last summer I more and more became my own person, than just an extansion of her. I think I just felt more comfortable near her, us beeing twins and all that, but hey, at a certain point we have to let go of each other. And better know than later.

But lets talk a bit more about me. Since this summer I've found myself very drawn to something that I've given up a long time ago. Baseball.

Okay, okay, now you might think: "Ryan Evans, the drama king and baseball? That's just crazy!" And believe me, my mother and Sharpay just thought the same. Shar even said it out loud. But hell it had been fun to play again. And at the moment it's just the right thing for me to relax a bit. So I joined the team of our school.

Coach Bolton thought I was joking, but Chad was there when I asked him and he told the Coach, to let me try. So I did and I'll never forget the stunned look on Boltons face. I could have laughed my ass of.

But I wanted to play in the team so I didn't.

And the best part is, training does not interfere with the drama club. The first days have been kind of weird actually. Some of my teammates, especially the captain were...kind of frosty towards me. My captain, James Mawlin a big guy with dark hair and brown eyes, seemed kind of pissed that I made it into the team and he didn't made a secret of it. When he snapped a remark at me on the third day, I decided to take action. So I insulted him back and we started fighting.

One black eye, two split lips and several bruises later (for both of us I might add), we sat in the principals office, getting our butts reamed by the Rector AND the Coach. We got a month detention...together.

So now to the present.

Sharpay, and everyone else, of course has heared about it and as soon as lunchbreack comes around, she's all over me. For all her "Icequeen" reputation, she really doesn't match up to that at the moment.

"Oh, oh Ryan...what did that evil, evil guy do to you?!" She sniffs and the others at our table grin amused. Chad (who sits next to me), Troy, Gabriella, Jason, Zeke (who sits next to Sharpay), Kelsi and Taylor, are all looking at Sharpay as if she's the most entertaining thing on the planet.

"Shar, I'm fine and, believe me, he doesn't look much better at the moment." I retore grinning.

"It was just a disagreement we had to settle."

"Settle? By beating each other up?" She sniffs again and I roll my eyes.

"It's not as if you wouldn't get pissed off if someone called you a 'cock sucking wimp'?!" I grumble.

"WHAT?!" Her screech brings the whole room to silence.

Just at this moment Mawlin stepps up behind me. Believe me, on the pitch he's got better timing.

"Hey, Evans." He greets me and I turn arround.

Raising my right eyebrow I just answer: "Mawlin."

He seems a bit unsure of himself and is about to say something but my beloved sister beats him to it.

In all her angered glory she stands up, which is kind of funny since the guy was easily twice her size.

And even more funny is, the captain actually looks pretty frightened.

"How dare you?! If you ever lay a hand on my brother again, I'll rip you to shreds! No one touches my Ryan and lives to tell about it! DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?"

Wow, no wonder every guy in this school pisses his pants when he knows Sharpay's out to get them.

Studdering nervously (and blushing) he manages to say: "Ye...yes...crystal..."

"Good. And..."

"Miss Evan, I'd like to have a word with you." You could always count on Mrs. Darbus to get the timing right.

"Oh...of course. I'm coming!" She shirps. Sharpay grabbs her bag, gives me a kiss on the cheek, aims an evil glare at Mawlin and then she's gone.

Mawlin stares after her, with this totally dreamy gaze and lets out a low sigh: "Jesus..." I just snicker and give him an amused glance. He rolls his eyes and looks at me again. "Listen Evans, actually I came to appollogize to you." He starts brushing a hand through his black wavy hair. "I was way out of line and I'm really sorry for...you know...behaving like an ass. I told the principal and Coach Bolton why we fought and they said you'd get out of detention."

Hell, it seems I've judged him wrong. He could be okay, after all. "Well, thanks..." I was kind at a loss for words at the moment because, I really never expected that. "So..." He clears his throat and gives me a hopeful look. "You think it's possible that we start off fresh, kinda?" I grin and shake his out strechted hand. "That's fine with me. Wanna sit down?" He seems to think about it but shakes his head. "No thanks. Better not to...uh...try my luck with your sister." I laughed a little and answer: "Don't worry she'll get over it. I tell her you appollogized."He grins relieved and nods: "Thanks...see you at practice, Evans."

And with that he leaves. I turn back to the others and they look at me kind of weird. Than Chad says what they're all thinking: "Did James Mawlin just appollogize to you?" I just shrugg and pick up a french frie. "Seems like..."

There's nothing better than a baseball team captain madly in love with your twin sister.

Well, maybe there is?!

Looking over at Troy and having to supress my grin, I ponder that thought.

Getting the captain of the basketballteam in my bed, would definetivly be better...a lot better.

And a lot more entertaining too!

The time has come for some activity.

So? What do you say?

I know I rambled a lot in the notes, but I really had to get that off my chest.

PS: I'll put evrything on AFF-Net too, so yyou don't have to ask for those chapters. I won't saend anything via e-mail!