Everyone strives to find love in one way or the other. Everyone wants to be a part of someone or something… and no one… no one wants to be alone. Whether it be real passionate mutual love, strictly one sided, or completely psychotic. We're all victims. This story is about a girl who wanted nothing to do with love, found it in the most unexpected way, lost it in the most cruel way, and then found it again in the most magical way.
It was April 4th and I was sitting in front of the computer waiting for my friend Bree to finish getting ready. Right now she's in her eye shadow phase and simply refuses to believe she has enough on her face.
"So what are you doing?" Bree says to me while she rummages through her make-up bag.
"Blah browsing people on Myspace"
This was one of my favorite past times. It was fun seeing all these people. Maybe make fun of a few pictures or find someone interesting I could get to know.
"Let me guess. Your browsing guys aren't you?" said Bree.
"No… girls too"
"Well I'm ready. Lets go." Bree was getting up to put on her shoes.
"Alright hold on. This last page."
Have you ever felt like you needed new people in your life? Well that's what I felt. I wanted to know someone new. I didn't know exactly who I would find by browsing on here but when I saw his picture I felt like I wanted to know him. As I clicked on his profile I found out he was into anime and J-Rock which were two things I was currently obsessed with.
"Who's that?" Bree asked grabbing her sun glasses.
"I don't know. Some guy. Look he likes j-rock! Maybe he could introduce me to some new bands."
"Well add him and lets go come on". She was getting impatient I could tell.
Add him she says. Lets go she says. Come on she says! Easy for her to say but why am I nervous? Maybe because I want him to accept me. I want him to think I'm worthy to be his friend even if it is just online. I closed my eyes and clicked the "add as a friend" button. There was a moment in my life where I wondered if that was the biggest mistake I ever made…