Tragedies Part 1

Author's Notes:
This is my second fanfic...and It is based during SMR from King Endymion's
point of veiw. :-) Please email me at ww123angel@aol.com with any questions comments or constructive critisim... any flames will be deleted and dealt with by my overprotective friend Angel. I would like to thank my editor Lena (makotochan9) who is just wonderful and reads all my stories... both of them LOL..
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~Dani Rose~

Endymion's Point of veiw

She was dead, her body was encased in a crystal coffin Her once glowing azure
eyes were closed a light no longer flashed in them. Her smiles in which her
whole spirt lit up were a thing of the past and I was left alone with my
thoughts. I missed her laughter the way it would tinkle about the room like
a fairy's and I missed the way her velvet hands would run their fingers
through my hair. The way she would curl up against my body on a cold winters
evening and snuggle up to me, the way I'd run my hair through her long silver
tresses that was like a long flowing river of silk, I missed the way she'd
say my name. Endy or Mamo-chan. I was alone the one thing I swore as a lonely
orphan a thousand years ago I'd never be. But my Usako and my Serenity broke
through all my defenses and now my hearts bleeding on the white marble floors
and my soul is screaming in heart wrenching agony.I hear the mysterious
sailor pluto behind me and I turn whiping my tears before she can see them.
"How is small lady?" I ask my voice cracking. She smiles sadly "she is
having a blast giving Usagi-sama a hard time, your majesty." I close my eyes
and I remember the events that happened that time, my usako saved that Serenity
so maybe this Usako can save my Serenity. Pluto smiles softly and says in
that quiet voice centuries of almost total isolation has cultured. " I wish
you'd reconsider the dreams."
" I can't Setsuna," I say. "I must make their love strong enough so that
he, no, I will be strong enough to face this." Setsuna holds out her time
staff and dissappears into a portal. I turn back to Serenity and I sit in a
chair near her coffin and I do what I have done for days on end I make roses,
dozens of roses. If, no, when she wakes up she will have dozens of roses at
her side. I wish I could feel her but even her psycic plane was in the deep
oblivion that she was in. And I have always felt her presence in my life,
long before that 32% bounced of my head and I called her odango atama, I
had had dreams of my princess and I could always feel this almost happy
presence even if I didn't know it was my love at the time, and now I don't
feel anything and that scares more than anything else. I can still see her
face right before the dark moon attacked. We were sitting in the garden next
to the red and white roses on our bench. When she turned to me and said,
"Endy?" I looked at her she had seemed extraordinarily happy and her eyes
were glowing with the I've got a secret look. "I'm preganant!" She said in
a sing-song voice. I wrapped my arms around her and spun her up in the air...
until she giggled and said "stop," Then I hugged her tight and I took her
inside we made love. At that moment I was King of the world... but the next
day the dark moon attacked.
She screamed my name and ran out Rini was missing.. "Rini!" she called.
Suddenly before I could reach her a beam of dark light slammed into her
stomach, and her face met mine in a chilling fear and the light flickered
out of her eyes, and she collapsed a crystal coffin covering her but the
baby was gone. I burst into sobs right there on the battle field. I could
hear Salior Mars and Salior Jupiter attacking.
"Mars flame Sniper."
"Jupiter oak evolution."

But it was to late, my wife was in a crystal coffin, and I couldn't reach
her, my son who was only 3 weeks old in the womb was dead, and my daughter
was in 20th century Tokyo where she would be kept safe.I should have
protected her better, it's been my duty since we've first met her and I
failed her. Can she ever forgive me?
That was a month ago the senshi are worn out now and they are barely keeping
up the barrier protecting crystal Tokyo. I am battling the dark moon forces
whenever possible though my main job, my main desire is to guard my queen.
She has always been the light to my darkness and now without her light I am
like a toddler afraid to go to sleep with out their nightlight.
How long can I keep up this vigil? I haven't slept in ages, I am so tired
I can hardly think straight but I won't sleep, because when Serenity awakes
I want to be there with bells on. A part of me feels guity for sending the
dreams to my past self and causing them so much suffering but I am convinced
that it is neccesary.
Hours or has it been a day has passed and I hear Setsuna's footsteps behind
me. "It has begun, the scouts and sailor moon are going to be here in 5
minutes with Rini." I closed my eyes, "oh to see you again Sere." I whisper
When my etereal angel wakes up will she forgive me for not being there in time to save our
babies?

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