Ok so this was originally a one-shot. But I may expand it… so tell me what you think Thanks so I hope you guys like and plz review!
I was crouched down getting ready to pounce out from behind the trees and break into a big, tall very scary looking skyscraper.
Just wait for the right time. I thought to myself, when hands came down and wrapped around my waist. Next I was pulled back into Fang's chest.
"Are you freakin' nuts?" He hissed in my ear. I spun around to face him but he did not move his hands from my waist.
"Oh what so now you give a crap about me?" I said just as cold. "Last time I checked we were not exactly ok, Fang."
"So what, just because we had a little fight means I can't be worried about you?" Fang said. I just looked up at him, and then I ripped his hands off of my hips.
"Ok first off, this is more than a little fight! Just months ago we were screaming at each other on a freaking airplane! About something that would not happen in a million years! Than we were thousands of feet up in the air above Paris fighting about Dylan and Maya! Oh and then lastly we were in an elevator having another smack down!" I shot back. "Last time I checked that is not a little fight. That's a big, long, drawn out fight!"
"Max." Fang paused and pulled me to my feet. We walked a couple feet away so the guards could not hear us.
"What?" I said making it sound sharp.
"You remember what you asked me in that elevator in Paris?" He said.
"Yes I do. Thanks for blowing that back up in my face." I said sarcastically. Then I turned to leave but he grabbed my hand and spun me back around to face him. I looked up at him, it had been awhile since the last time I had been this close to him. If it is possible he might have gained another inch on me.
"Max, you asked me why I stopped loving you." Fang said I cut him off before he could finish.
"Yes Fang I got that!" I said trying to escape his grasp.
"Well do you remember what I said?" Fang asked. I thought about it than shook my head. "I asked you if that's what you really thought."
"Yeah so?" I asked really just wanting to get to the point before I missed my opportunity to save the flippin' world.
"So I never gave you an answer." Fang said with a slight grin. I thought about this, he was right I never did get my answer but the real question now was did I really want to know?
"Well you know what Fang? I kind of sort of need to save the flippin' world right about now!" I hissed at Fang.
"Just hear me out." Fang said in his very Fang-determined way.
I sighed, when Fang is all talkative it really gets on my nerves. Especially now, because of this fight we were in. I guess I needed to know what he really thought before this whole save the world thing could go any farther.
"Well Fang." I said sounding bitter. "Go ahead crush my heart even more than you already have." But he didn't, instead he pulled me into him and kissed me. I swear right there time froze around me, it felt like Fang had never left, like he had never stabbed me in the back, like he had never, ever crushed my heart into a thousand pieces, but of course the kiss had to end. Time started right where it had left off, I still felt like I was missing one wing, and my heart shattered all over again thinking about how bad Fang had hurt me. I looked at him, looked up into his dark black eyes. But of course even I can't see what he thinks or what he feels. Same as always he had to keep me guessing about if he loved me or if he never did.
"Max, I did not answer you because I did not have an answer for you." Fang said.
What? I thought. What does that even mean?
I took a second to gather my thoughts, to try and block out the feeling of vulnerability. I had to admit it to myself I did love Fang, but was I willing to let him get the opportunity to break my heart all over again?
"You want to expand on what you mean by that?" I asked in a quiet voice that had lost all bitterness to it. Fang gave me a heart stopping grin, looked down into my eyes and took my hands in his.
"It means that I never stopped loving you. The whole time that I was gone all I could do was think of you. I missed you and the kids so much. When I asked for your help, when I asked you to meet me I really needed your help. I didn't expect Paris to go the way it did. I hate fighting like this Max, I hate having the kids see us like this, because this is not us. In Paris we were both under stress; we were both irritated about what happened after Total's wedding. Max look I don't want you going around and risking your life for this pointless save the world junk." Fang said.
I was in shock, after he finished. It was the most Fang had ever said to me in less than 10 minutes… it was even weirder because none of us are really good at the whole soft, mushy feelings, especially not Fang. I had no idea what to do. Could I really trust him with my heart again? Could Fang and I ever really be completely ok again? Our relationship was so messed up I had no idea if we could ever be the best friends we used to be. If I could ever trust him like I used to. I did not know what to say to him. I hardly knew what I was thinking. Ugh, why is love so complicated.