*DISCLAIMER NOTICE*

Although I wish I did, I do not own Dan Howell, Phil Lester, or any of One Direction. (Still working on it though) Also, I do not in any way, shape or form believe that Phil or Liam are gay, I am big fans of both, but my friend said I should write one with them being gay, sooooo I did! Please review, I welcome criticism (as long as it's constructive!) Enjoy :)


'Arwh Niall's left out!' Phil exclaims as One Direction's Niall Horan laughed awkwardly. Phil Lester has been a fan of One Direction for a while, and so has his best friend Dan Howell. But what Dan doesn't know is how much of a fan is Phil really? Dan has been in Phil's room many a time, but has he ever looked in the box at the end of Phil's bed? Of course not, it's locked, but inside holds a secret. Harry, Zayn, Louis and Liam are all hunched over a table drawing each other, with their butts sticking out, and Dan is just stood their thinking 'Jesus christ, this looks really wrong', but what is Phil thinking? Thoughts rush through his head. He is thinking that he never wants to wash his hands after touching Liam's 'Hedgehog hair'. He is thinking about how unfair it was that they all left Niall out. But most of all he is thinking about how much he wants to tell his best friend his secret. In case you hadn't guessed, Phil is gay. Closet gay I must add. The secret in his secret box...a One Direction shrine, with hearts and poems and pictures and every single piece of One Direction merchandise. That means T-shirts, cd's, dvd concerts and everything. When he was told he would meet the boys backstage at the Radio One teen awards he screamed (on the inside) at the chance of meeting the 5 boys that he had loved since X factor 2010. Well all except Liam, who he had been a massive fan of since his audition in 2008.

*Phil's POV*
There are millions of girls out there for me, and I decide to be gay. Not only am I gay, but I am in love with a guy that is in the biggest boy band in the world, and once we leave this room, he will forget about me. Liam James Payne. The name makes me tingle just thinking about it. A very subtle shiver creeps up my spine as I notice that, stood in front of me, was him. His butt facing me in the most obvious way. Oh wow! The worst part is I can't even tell my best friend...he would think I was weird. It paynes me (get it) to say 'stop' because that means he would have to turn around. But that also means I can look at his beautiful face. That perfect complexion. Those chocolatey brown eyes that make me want to melt. But he's straight and way too famous.

*Liam's POV*
What? What what what is going on?! I mean, I know I split up with Danielle, but I shouldn't feel like this so quickly. Especially about this person, I mean, we only just met...and I'm straight! But his blue eyes, and his black hair. His hand on my head made me feel all tingly. This sounds weird... I need to make him laugh, so I'll draw myself but make it funny! Oh god, time to show them. Harry's is easy, what with him being the only one with curly hair. Zayn's is pretty good, it's got to be Niall. Nope its Louis, god It's obviously Louis, he's the only one who wears stripes, I'm so dumb! Oh god, time to show mine. He laughed, that's a good sign. 'He may have drawn himself' So he's a sarcastic one? I like it. What?! I've never felt like this about a guy, I've always been straight, but there is something about his giggle that drives me wild. I can't. I need to get his number, but hopefully he will just think of it as friends, I mean, I dont want this getting out. I don't even know what this means yet, maybe im just bi-curious. Ok, so when the camera guy stops filming, i'll ask. 'That's a wrap!' the camera guy yells, even though we are in a tiny room.
'Hey Phil, can I talk to you?' The name rolls off my tongue, sweet as honey. Everyone else leaves, so it's just me and him in this room. Damn, this is awkward.
'Hey Phil, I really hope we can keep in touch, you seem like you would be a really good mate, would it be at all possible if i got your number and we could hang out some time?'

*Phil's POV* Oh. My. God. Liam James Payne just asked me for my number. What do I do? Oh Phil, give it to him you dumbass! 'Uhm yeah, that would be perfection!' Oh god. Invisible facepalm. What did I just say?! Luckily he laughs.
'Haha, so your a Friends fan? Just guessing because that's what Chandler says to Jill Goodacre in the ATM vestibule in 'The One With The Blackout.'
I laugh even though I have no idea what he's talking about.
'Yeah, haha, so here it is.' I hand him the little piece of paper with my number and a little smiley face.
'Thanks Phil, i'll text you some time.'
Liam Payne wants to hang out. Liam Payne has my number. I hear a little ding on my phone, a text from an unknown number.

[Unknown number]-3:36pm Just making sure you weren't shitting with me, text back when you receive this ;) x ~Liam.

[Phil]-3:37pm Why would I kid? What kind of twat do you take me for? :P x ~Phil

[Liam3]-3:38pm Uh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that :S ~Liam

[Phil]-3:39pm I was kidding hedgehog, see you around sometime? x ~Phil

[Liam3]-3:41pm Yes definitely! My place, tomorrow at 1:30? Just me and you, none of the others yeah? I'll send you my address in a bit ;) x

[Phil]-3:42pm I'll be there, I'll alert the paparazzi yeah? Haha just joking :) x

[Liam3]-3:43pm See you there :) x

I'm going to Liam's house tomorrow. I smile like an idiot walking out of the studio and to the station to go home. Dan sees and takes the piss, but for once I don't care!


Not a very long chapter, but it's my first fic, and I'm really crap at writing. I did post this fic before, but it was removed, I don't know why! R&R please, and a new chapter will hopefully be posted soon! :)

~Georgie xox