Summary: This is more shusei's side of hotsuma trying to kill himself. Mostly made up by me so sorry if its way off course.
Disclaimer: I do not own uraboku
This is my first uraboku fan fic so please don't criticize too much if it's a bit out of sorts.
Shusei was at home when suddenly a small nearly unheard knock happened on his door. He opened the door to find hotsuma tears streaming down his face as he said voice cracking as he spoke. "My parents think I'm a monster why am I even here? Do I really even exist?" shusei said nothing as he let him lean his head on his shoulder just hugging his longtime friend as he tried to calm him down by just being a shoulder to cry on. As hotsuma calmed down he stood up and said. "Can we go for a walk?" shusei nodded as they walked hotsuma and shusei found a bench in the park to sit on. Shusei said "sit here I'm going to go get us some drinks" hotsuma nodded as shusei walked away towards a vending machine he stood there a bit as he decided. He walked back towards where he had left hotsuma holding the two drinks he dropped them as he found hotsuma missing shusei ran all over the park trying to find where he might have gone. As he found him he heard hotsuma say "renjou hotsuma disappear!" Shusei screamed "hotsuma no!" as hotsuma got surrounded by fire. Without a second thought he jumped in the flames and clung to hotsuma with all he had. Hotsuma felt his arms and said "shusei what are you doing get away from me!" having to scream over the roar of the flames. Shusei yelled back "I won't let you die if you do this I won't see you ever again not in this life or any life after this one if you want to die take me with you I won't live without you!" hotsuma tried as best as he could to stop the flames as they started to burn shusei he said "stop!" and the flames finally quit as shusei realized that hotsuma was ok now. He found out how bad the flames had gotten as he dropped to the ground and passed out.
(Yeah I know this fic may be a bit bad but I'm just coming back from really bad writers block on my other story and tried to make a short new one to try to get going again but any way R & R but be nice please. sorry its so short.)