DISCLAIMER: i own neither the book nor the characters, This is just made for fun!

Hi! This is my first Gossip Girl fanfic. Came up with this idea some time ago, and finally decided to write it down, so i leave it here for your enjoyment :) Plese tell me what you think about it, i would really apreciate it. ¡Hope you like it! By the way, my mother language is Spanish, so this fic inst in perfect englidh. Therefore, be gentle on me people! :)

xoxo

Lauren


"A Time to Change"

1) Pilot:

Asleep.

Wish I could only close my eyes and make everything that was happening disappear. Go back in time; take other choices, better ones, so as this wouldn't be happening.

But it was.

I was standing in the middle of it. The floor under my feet was cracking, opening, inviting me to fall inside. If only letting it take me would be so easy! But I couldn't. I knew I had a choice to make, and it had to be the right one this time. No more mistakes, no more flaws allowed.

I looked around, but only could see their faces, their eyes, staring deeply down at me. Sweat falling down my face. My legs were shaking. I couldn't even stand still. Could feel the pressure on me, pushing me to the breaking point, to the edge of that huge crack that continued to open at my feet.

It was the time to step up and finally become a man.