A/N: ok, so this is my first fanfic. Its a onshot song fic. It's kind of short, but like i said, its the first one of these i've written. Hope you like it!

P.S.- song lyrics in italics.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything that has to do with Instant Star or the song Almost Paradise by Ann Wilson andMike Reno.


Almost Paradise

thought that dreams belonged to other men
'Cuz each time I got close
They'd fall apart again

His Dreams. His Heart. Put to the test.

How could one girl hold so much power over him?

Tensed under her touch. Melted in her eyes.

There was something wrong though.

She wasn't his.

I feared my heart would beat in secrecy
I faced the nights alone
Oh, how could I have known
That all my life I only needed you

He kept it a lie.

Her kisses, they weren't with him.

He felt the pain.

Masked it with years of experience.

Build up of heart breaks.

Plastered straight faces.

Heart kept in check.

This couldn't be healthy.

ALMOST PARADISE
We're knocking on heaven's door
ALMOST PARADISE
How could we ask for more?
I swear that I can see forever in your eyes
Paradise

Gorgeous

Breathless

Speechless

Loveless

Until he snapped

Heart broke

Plaster chipped

Wall crushed

And he brought her in

And trapped her lips in his.

It seems like perfect love's so hard to find
I'd almost given up
You must've read my mind
And all these dreams I saved for a rainy day
They're finally comin' true
I'll share them all with you
'Now we hold the future in our hands

She didn't fight him

She knew she should

She didn't want to

It was perfect

He was perfect

Dream come true

Love at first sight

Heat beat faster

Lose control

Kind of love.

That's what it was; Love

Whoa-oa
ALMOST PARADISE
We're knocking on heaven's door
ALMOST PARADISE
How could we ask for more?
I swear that I can see forever in your eyes
Paradise

Never let go

But she was with someone

It wasn't him

It couldn't be him

She wanted it to be

But it took him too long

If he didn't wait

If he wasn't such a coward

If he didn't learn to plaster on a fake smile

"It never happened

It never happened"

But what if it did?

Would they still be like this now?

Trapped

Behind the wall

Glass doors

Push

Pull

Nothing

He sealed them shut

Forever ago

3 years ago.

Sixteen to nineteen

Twenty-two to twenty-five

Why was it different now?

It should have been different then

Maybe then, it wouldn't have to be this way

And in your arms salvation's not so far away
We're getting closer, coser every day

But she didn't stop

She kissed him back

Screw the world

Screw her boyfriend

She belonged with him

The world stopped

It was them

Only them

Only them that mattered

Only them that ever mattered.

Whoa-oa
ALMOST PARADISE
We're knocking on heaven's door
ALMOST PARADISE
How could we ask for more?
I swear that I can see forever in your eyes
Paradise

They stayed there

Forever in each others arms.

Only them

Only Jude

And only Tommy

It was paradise

Almost paradise

Paradise


A/N: hope you like it!. No flames please.