-Chapter one-
Depression
'You're a worthless slut, even your own Father doesn't want you.' The cold voice reverberated around my skull.
'Fuck You' I breathed, hoping my lab partner didn't hear me. I knew it wouldn't work, I knew no matter how many times I'd tell the voice to shut up, it'd come back screaming until I broke down and cried. I hoped today it'd leave me alone so I could make it through biology class and at least try to appear normal.
'You'll be better off dead there's nothing you can offer society! No one could ever love you. Damaged goods, worthless. A whore.' I felt the tears well in my eyes, rolling unbidden down my cheeks. I didn't think before I yelled 'SHUT THE FUCK UP!'
'Isabella! Principle's office! NOW!' Mr. Banner looked livid. I sat quaking on my stool until he threw a book down and glared at me, I jumped and raised on unsteady legs; my face flushing red. I began to make my way out of the class room when a hand shot out, I flinched away and lost my balance, smacking my head on the floor as I fell. 'SHIT!' I cursed loudly as Edward's own red face came swimming into view. 'Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you, just you almost left without your backpack.' His voice was soft and understanding as he literally picked me up and shoved my bag onto my shoulder. I squeaked out a 'thanks' and fled to the Principle's office to await my doom.
~FM~
'Hey Bells.' Dad always greeted me the same. He was familiar, comforting with his routine; he was my dependable guy.
'So, I got detention today for cussing in class.' I could have laughed at his face, all big buggy eyes and slack-jawed. Didn't really prepare me for his tirade of crap about swearing I received or the three-day cell phone ban. I decided to spend the rest of the night in my room doing my bio homework, seemed a good way to make it upto Banner for acting like a crazy person in his class. Not that any of it mattered. I wasn't planning on staying around long enough to get my cell phone back or do a stupid detention.
Tomorrow I would end my twelve years of living in terror and finally get the peace I so desperately craved.
A/N: So this was supposed to be a one shot but it kinda ended up being about six chapters long. Yes there are some scene's of sexual abuse on a minor, if you're not comfortable with that then don't read this. I didn't think of this out of nowhere and believe me it's taken awhile to word it right, but hopefully I'll get some good feedback.