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Cammie's PoV

"That's not true, Gallagher Girl. You know you care about me."

"No I don't Zach." I said clinging to my cover with my last breath.

"Just give in Cammie. You know you want to."

"No. You aren't like this Zach. The Zach I love wouldn't even consider doing this. If you kill me you've betrayed your country. Think of all your training. Is this really what you were trained to do? Turn your back on the ones that trust you? Don't do this!" I tried to reason with him. Ever since my almost-kidnapping I had my doubts about Zach's loyalty. This just proved it. He was a double agent. Of course I would fall in love with the bad guy.

Zach's PoV

Leave it to Gallagher Girl to try to change my moral standards when I had her cornered and my gun was trained on her chest. She was right. I didn't want to do this. She wasn't the only one who had fallen in love with the wrong person. Here I was trying to fulfill my orders, orders to kill the girl I love, yet she could see into me. I had my orders and if I didn't kill Cammie, the Circle of Cavan would kill my parents. I knew I had to make a choice.

Wake me up

Wake me up inside

Save me

Call my name and save me from the dark

I had let my gun drop off her chest. I re-aimed it at her. "I'm sorry Cammie. I love you. But I have to do this."

"Zach don't do this! I love you! Zach listen to me! Zach! Zaaaaaach!" I heard her plea. But her pleas went by my deaf ears.

I pulled the trigger. I looked away but I heard Cammie's scream. I looked back. I had shot her in the shoulder. She wouldn't die right away- but she would bleed to death. I quickly turned around and started to walk out of the room- Cammie still tied to the overturned chair.

"Zach! You can't just leave me here! Aaaaaahhhhhhh!!" she screamed because of the pain. " Zach! Zaaaaaaach!"

But I had already left.

Save me from the nothing I've become

You can't just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life

It's been a year since I left Cammie in that abandoned building, bleeding to death. My parents are back. But I am not happy. I betrayed my country and my love. I am nothing. I feel nothing but pain.

Wake me up

Wake me up inside

I can't wake up

I've been living a lie

There's nothing inside

Frozen inside

Without your touch

Without your love

Bring me to life

A/N: Kind of depressing ending, I know. But I don't know how to make it happy!! Review and please add if you have any ideas. I don't want Cammie to be dead. HEY! miracles can happen!

Gratzi- M