I just want your extra time and your kiss.
It was instant, and natural. The crashing of their lips, their breath mixing together. If the tango had been hot, then this was an inferno. Both had secretly wondered what it would be like to kiss the other, since their first meeting. And both silently agreed that the real thing far outweighed their fantasies.
"I'm so into you" Will whispered against her lips before going in for a second kiss.
"Don't be", Holly replied, turning her head but not stepping away. Even though she knew this was wrong, she still longed to be close to Will.
"Go out with me" Will breathed
"You don't want any of this" Holly answered, placing her palms on Will s chest and looking up, meeting his gaze. Crap, mistake. Seeing the obvious passion in his eyes for her reminded her just how into him that she was. She quickly looked down.
"I'm damaged goods". She had to get away from him before he kissed her again, or worse, she kissed him. "Yes, that makes me great in bed, but it also means I tend to break nice guys like you into Wasa crackers" she said, stepping past him. Holly wasn't even entirely sure what that meant, but after being kissed by Will, her thought patterns weren't exactly straight. She looked back, halfway hoping that her rejection had worked. She didn't want to hurt him, and God only knew how much she wanted to be with him. But she knew that Will Schuester was a relationship type of guy, and she wasn't that type of girl. He'd married his high school sweetheart. She never even had a high school sweetheart. She had been known as "Halfway 'Round The Block Holly" or worse yet, "Holly Whore-i-day" . But she still felt like she was the smartest out of all the females she knew. She wasn't getting her heart involved, she never let anyone get too close, therefore she wasn t getting hurt.
"Oh, I think I can handle it" Will said undeterred, stepping towards her until they were once again face to face. Dang it thought Holly. She didn't want to have to do this, but he'd left her no choice. "You married your high school sweetheart and then you went out with a virgin" she retorted, immediately regretting her tone when the look of confusion and hurt flashed across Will's face. But better to hurt his feelings now than to break his heart later, she assured herself. "It's a great song", Holly said, avoiding eye contact.
"You don't need me though",
For the song or in your life she silently thought
"The kids are gonna love it."
Holly quickly made her way out of the choir room, down the hallway and out into the parking lot hoping to God that Will wouldn't follow her, yet partially wishing he would. When she unlocked her car and got in without a sign of him, she knew he wasn t coming. "Way to go" she whispered, congratulating herself. "You're free". Tears began streaming down her face and she quickly wiped them away, putting the key in the ignition and backing out. She knew she'd done the right thing. But why did it feel so wrong?