So I've read some good female si Naruto fanfics and Sakura but not a lot of Sasuke. Also I'm not too comfortable writing in first person so ti'm trying to practice that.
Prologue:
I never gave much thought about death. To me it was always something there, and I was unable to change, so why worry about it or fear it? It may also be do to the fact the only death I witness were pet, still sad but nothing like losing your best friend or family.
And now I will never know.
For you see, in July a few days after my 21 birthday, I was the one who had a meeting with death. I can't even remember what happened anymore. I find myself forgetting a lot of things since I found myself in a...void.
It seems there was something after death, and it was nothing. No light, no darkness, no air or water or sounds. Just nothing. And I knew I died for I no longer had a body. Things that I was so use too like breathing or my heart beating, were gone.
I wondered if this would ever change.
I wondered if I will go insane before that happens.
As It is, I keep track of time by telling myself everything I can remember. Anything from shows and books that I liked to what I could remember my friend telling me one simply uneventful day so, so long ago.
It got shorter each time. Humans aren't meant to be in total isolation, and if I was still alive, well I wouldn't have lasted as long as I did.
The list of things I could remember we're starting to be outdone by the what I can no longer remember.
My birthday was on July 22...
I couldn't remember my name...
I enjoyed watching animated shows and movies, the most recent being one called one punch man...
I can't remember the title of my favorite book, but it was the reason I loved reading...
I don't like potatoes...
I can't remember what my favorite food was...
I can...
I can't...
I just waited.
One moment I was in the void. Next I wasn't.
The rush of sounds, smells, and being able to feel was too much, but I also loved it. I felt like laughing, but my body so unused made it sound more like a baby's giggle like when they farted.
Even though I tried my best to experience everything, it still overwhelmed me as soon felt my eyelids (I has eyelids!) fall, plugging me into darkness.
Even that was better then the void.
After some moments of wake and rest, I discover my body was different. It was a child, no a newborn's body.
I watched as my fingers moved when I wanted them too (though slowly and as if I was underwater). It was fascinating and made me wonder if reincarnation was a common process or if my memoirs just got implanted into this child's.
I liked the idea of reincarnation better, but that still makes the problem of why I remembered my past life. Not only that, but I already had more memories than a newborn show have. I took classes in Neuroscience, and studied a good chapter or two on human brain development. So my new brain (weird!) shouldn't have the neruo-connections necessary to even process long term memory. Yet I clearly could.
My mind didn't match my body and I didn't know why. (I don't want to remember why)
Still, I was happy. It was a challenge, and why my body would react to even my slightest thought was interesting. A Passing thought about my brother (was he younger but by how much?) and I started crying. It did make me more aware of my actions on my family then any baby should.
And my family is weird. I now had a mother, a father, and a older brother. Yet that isn't the weird part. No that was where My new brother's name is Uchiha Itachi. Sure I got that in between trying to understand another language that seemed similar to Japanese but not exactly. However, I heard it enough times that It had to be his name.
And so there is two reason as to why my brother is called that (that I come up with). One, my new family was crazy Naruto fans who changed their last name to Uchiha and proceeded to name their children after then. Or I was in another universe that were the events of Naruto was real.
Now, While I still can recall a fair bit about that story, it wouldn't be my first pick in starting a new life. More like in the bottom ten. But once I came to that realization I turned my focuses from trying to get my body to do what I want it to, to watching my new family.
The more I watched, the less hope I had that they were just some crazy crossplayers. Slowly, whenever I was able to concentrate enough to have some serious think-tank time, I realized that I might really be in the Naruto world. Which after my first freak out, I came to realization that if the multi-verse hypothesis was true, then why wouldn't it end up in a universe where events were just like those I remember from the fictional one. Baring that the laws of physics might be different, but once again the multi-verse hypotheses explained that too.
So Chakra. That's cool and I was totally up for being a overpowered Uchiha with my life-hack eyes. Even if I don't agree with the whole killing thing. I worked so much in my past life that I was more than ready to have it come to me easy (thank you old brain for being abnormal enough to have me on a IEP in school, it was really great having to go to speech therapy since I was 2).
Though is Itachi is already alive and is my old brother, that shortens my life expectancy. Assuming that events in this universe will play out like the one I recall, and Itachi doesn't leave Sasuke and myself the only survivors.
Which I hope this is a weird universe where there is no need for that. Or that somehow my birth caused a butterfly effect where the Uchiha clan never felt the need to plan a coup, 'cause I'm sure in hell don't remember Sasuke having a big sis.
Also Itachi as a small child is the cutest thing. He probably spends as much time care for me as my new mother. And maybe I do remember that Itachi was my main in the Naruto games, and maybe I had a little crush on him after finding out his true motives for killing his clan. But hey! He's my Onii-chan now, I have a right to be biased. I mean, Sasuke was so much worst then I would ever be in the brother worship. I will probably just annoy him in front of his love interest or something. Oh, and Sasuke with his endless fangirls. That's what I did to my little brother after all.
I do miss my old family. They were great and whenever I have a passing thought about everything I lose, my body start crying without any control on my end. Maybe I could find a way back, but for all I know I could be in the future where everyone are bioengineered humans. No, It would be better for me to move on.
I was Uchiha Chiyome (which just makes me think about that old women who brought Garra back to life). Might as well get use to it.
Just as I come to that concluded, as if the universe wasn't happy with me being at peace.
Everything.
Fell.
Apart.
