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A/N: My version of what should've happened in GG3 when Zach asked to talk to Cammie. Cammie's PoV
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
I walked out of the hotel, Zach leading me. I stare at the boy who somehow had broken down all my barriers and found his way to my heart. After what happened to my father and what happened with Josh, I never thought I could love someone again. But here I am following the boy who captured my heart.
But right now I need answers.
"Why were you in Boston, Zach?" I ask
"There are things I can't tell you Gallagher Girl."
"Can't… or won't"
"What's the difference?" A lot, I thought.
I take a minute to control my emotions. I can't let him see the hurt; I can't let him see me cry.
My mind is gone,
I'm spinning round
And deep inside,
My tears I'll drown
"Gallagher Girl I think it'd be better if I leave. You don't know me like you think you do."
He tried to walk away but I grabbed him by his shirt. He turned around and looked at me with pity.
"I don't understand."I don't understand him. After all the time we spent together. After he kissed me goodbye and walked out of my life. Where was that boy? He wasn't standing in front of me. "Why do you always push me away? Why can't you tell me anything anymore? Where's Zach? Where's the guy I love?"
He just looked at me, his eyes sad.
"Why did you just leave me?" I cried out. Asking questions I had always wanted answered but never had the guts to. "I'm gonna keep asking until you answer."
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
I thought of all those nights when I had cried myself to sleep over Zach, all those hours spent trying to uncover Zach's mysteries, and I realized they had been wasted, because this boy in front of me had to be bi-polar because I saw so many sides of him.
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
I know I need answers if our relationship is going to continue. I love him but he's pushing me away. All I want to know is why.
"Why-"
"Stop it Cammie."
My face remained emotionless but inside I felt like I'd been punched the hardest I have ever been. I knew I needed to stop hurting myself by liking Zach.
"It's over- Zach."
"I know."
And I let go of his shirt and walked away and disappeared into the night. I felt the tears streaming down my cheeks that I had held in during my talk with Zach.
But no matter what
You'll never see me cry
A/N: Go listen to this song- Cry by Rihanna if you haven't already heard it. I heard it and I was totally inspired. Please review if you like it!! (: