AN: Here's a song fic my first! to "Fall to Pieces' by Velvet Revolver my all time favorite band! It takes place a year after the last battle against Voldemort at Hogwarts. All comments accepted, because I know it's not great by any standards.
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
Harry's tear dropped onto a picture of him and Sirius that Ginny had take at Christmas the year before. That Christmas was the best Christmas he had ever had, one that he would never forget.
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Even after all these year, Harry's heart was still black; he still couldn't accept the fact that he was gone. Just thinking about it brought on a whole new set of sobs. Harry sat there, thinking about Sirius.
I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
Oh, how he longed to go to London, to the Department of Mysteries, straight into the chamber that held that bloody veil. He wanted so bad to run right into it, falling into the inky, unknown depths it held, and find Sirius. Sirius was his everything, that short time Harry had known him.
All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling
He was alone now. Everyone he knew, everyone that mattered had died in that last battle at Hogwarts. But now, they didn't matter. No one had ever meant as much to Harry as Sirius had.
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Harry willed the memories to die away, for Sirius' whole history to fade into the shadows. He couldn't go on living in this sorrow, in this pain. He couldn't take it. He didn't have to live like this, not anymore.
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
With that last thought, Harry clutched his wand in his right hand, the photo in his left, and muttered the killing curse at himself, falling to the floor.
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
And fall to pieces he did.
AN 2: Okay, wasn't that great. At all. But that evil plot bunny was chasing me. I will eventually come back and fix it, hopefully.
Thanks for reading. Tell me whether you hated or you loved it, I don't care, just tell me something.