I dont own twilight. this is bellas point of veiw from the zombe peiriod of New Moon .
I have lost him for good .
I am nothing , I can not feel
I am numb
I lost
I lost him
I lost all of them
I lost a future
A whole other realm of possibilities
I miss them now
A larger understatement has never been made
The rain keeps falling
I keep crying
The ultimate cold consumes me
No warmth can reach me
No sunny days can I see
A thick cloud cover obscures me
The darkest of nights
The brightest of days
Have no power
To make this pain go away
He is gone without a trace
While in my dreams I see his face
Life is more like a dream
The most horrifying of night mares
I am haunted by the memories
They causes me so much pain
I pretend I'm okay
But it aches inside
There used to be a way
Better than just getting bye
It is just too hard to let go
I walk in a daze
No one can reach
Not anymore
Iv drifted too far away
I'm not okay
I put on a cool façade
To hide the pain
I must be strong
I feel like screaming
I am alone
I am surrounded by people
But I might as well be alone
I have no one
No one
No one to hold
No one to love
No one too wipe away my tears
No one to tell my fears
I am alone in a world full of people
Those topaz eyes are forever burned into my mind
That crooked grin forever behind my eyes
That quiet laughter is forever what I hear
I can not forget him
I will not forget him
I still hold on to keep alive that hope
That hope that they were really here
That what I remember is the truth
That it was all real
That vampires walk the earth
That the best months of my life really happened
I shall always cherish what time he gave me
He said he loved me
He said he cared
He said he would always be there
I still love him
I still care
He said I would forget
I don't want to forget
I want to remember
He was the love of my life
Now he dose not care
Maybe he never did
Maybe I imagined it all
Maybe I am crazy
I stalk those delusions of him
I want him to be real
I don't want it all to be a dream
I hope I'm not that creative
I live in such a way that I cant be sure
I miss him
I love him
He said it would be as if he was never there
That's just not possible
He changed who I am
I will never be the same
The lion fell in love with the lamb
Then the lion fell out of love
The lamb was left with no one
What happened to the lamb?
What will become of me?
What if I cant heal?
What if this hole in my chest never gets any smaller?
I have no idea
I want him back
I know he wont come
I love him
He doesn't love me
I miss his family
They have probably forgot me
They left
He left
I got left behind
And now I am alone
The lion stopped loving the lamb
Whats to happen to the lamb?