A cell phone is ringing, it's irritating, but it won't stop, he has to pick up.

"Harvey where are you!?" Her voice shouts from the other side of the phone

"Donna?" he says still trying to fully wake up

"No! it's the pope! Of course it's me! Where are you?"

"at home..."

"what? Harvey I can't believe you are just going to..." She is interrupted be an surprisingly calm Harvey

"Donna there's no reason to go today, I doubt we have any clients left"

"Harvey you are either going to wake up and drag your ass in here, or I'm sending Louis there to pick you up"

A few minutes after she hangs up Louis shows up at her desk

"Where is he?"

"he is...on his way here Louis"

"goddammit Donna how can I.." she stops him

"Louis calm down. HE. IS. COMING! understand?"

"the problem is not tha he's coming the problem is that he isn't here and... "

"Louis shut up" Harvey appears behind him "if we have sooooo much work to do why don't you go ahed and do it" he goes into his officce being followed by Louis

"we do have work to do, Zane's offer rings any bells?" he doesn't let harvey respond "of course it doesn't because you weren't here"

"what are you talking about?"

"I guess I wil have spell everything for you, or maybe you woul like to draw!"

Harvey looks at him angry bu doesn't argue

It was late, really late, Donna wants to talk to him, she knows he's not ok, the whole 'there's no point in going in today' thing is proof of that.

She walks into his officce, he's sitting on his couch with papers all over the coffee table, he doens't lift his eyes

"what is it Donna?"

"how many?"

he sighs "how many what?" he looks at her standing on his door

"how many glasses of scotch have you had today? how many hours have you slept?" she raises her voice slowly "how many times do I have to ask you if you're ok?"

"Donna I..."

"no Harvey, I don't wanna hear it! 'there's no reason to go today'? Really?" she stares at him in silence

he doesn't look at her, he can't, she is going to read him and try to talk about it, he can't deal with that right now, it's easier to just apologize

"look Donna" he stands up and starts to walk in her direction "I'm sorry ok? this Jessica thing wasn't easy... that's all" he goes in front of his desk

"no that's not it. If it was would be accuatly LOOKING at me while you talk"

he he puts his hands the desk and bends over them his voice gets deeper

"what do you want from me Donna?"

"I want you to tell me the truth" she walks to his side

he takes a deep breath stands up straight

"I don't know what you want to hear"

she looks at him really angry

"bullshit 'what I want to hear' there's something going on and you're not tellig me about it and I thought I could help 'cause I can always help, but not if you're lying to me and yourself and..."

after a while he stops lisntenig, this is the first time in the day he looks her in the eyes, he can't hide his face, he smiles

"harvey why the hell are you smilling? what's so goddamn funny that you..."

he pulls her by the hip and kisses her, she doesn't respond at first but soon she retributes the kiss

is the first time in a long time neither of them are thinking, she passes her hand through his hair, it's a long kiss

when she finally realises what's going on she stops putting her hand on his chest and pushing him away very slowly, his hand are still in her weist

"I..." she takes a deep breath "I can't...I have to go"

se walks out of his officce leaving him breathles behind her

'that was the best kiss of my life' is the first thought that crosses his mind then a 'tomorrow is going to be weird' followed by 'what the hell did I do?!'