Disclaiming. :P
Love is Just a Piece of Time
Everywhere I look I feel like I see him, and feel that he's here with me. But like Hotaru said, it's just my mind playing games. The fact that I want to be with him again makes my mind connect everything I see to him and the memories I have with him.
During our happy days, everything, to me, seemed heaven sent—the Sakura tree, the balconies we'd sit on, the beautiful moonlit nights, the cold winter days made warm… basically everything that involved him. But when I look at them now—the lonely Sakura tree, the sad balconies, the dark nights, the freezing winter days—they're all just mere monuments that torment me and taunt me, reminding me of what we used to be, and what we can never be again.
I keep seeing his face; and the skies and the trees just keep bringing these bittersweet memories back. I turn my head away, but then there's the park bench and the flowers to show me the same.
It hurts when I think about it—that I told him that I just didn't feel the same way I used to anymore. I regret it now. I know he doesn't love me anymore. I mean, after all this time, how could he? I told myself I'd have to face reality soon and stop living in the past.
Now that I think about it, I'm not really alone. I have myself, and my ability to see the beauty in the smallest things. Love is just a piece of time in the world.
Though if there is one thing that bothers me about that, it's that every time I look at Natsume, I just can't help but fall in love again.
Author'sNotes: A drabble from my collection. The rest will be up by the end of the day tomorrow. :3
This randomly came to me while I was listening to I Thought I Saw Your Face Today by She & Him. It's a great song, and Zooey Deschanel is just amazing, you should all try listening to their songs. [:
Anyway… review? [;
Love from Ridley Silverlake