So, this is a lot shorter and written in a slightly different style to Reasons and Prayer. It was one of those moments where you go, 'Max really needs to admit to herself that….Wow, I gotta write this down!'
It's set after MR4, but no big spoilers.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Maximum Ride.
Why can't she just admit it?
She won't admit to anything.
She won't say it. Sometimes I think she can't say it.
You know, even on the dock. The only thing I could've done to top what I said would be, like, sky-write my feelings all over the sky, but that might've been a little obvious. And a little loud for me.
She kissed me first.
Not on the beach – back at the school.
We were nine.
I have a slight feeling that she's forgotten about that. She'd just gotten back from running the maze and was kind of out of it.
But she won't make up her mind. She won't admit anything to me, but she can't stand seeing me with anyone else. You know who I mean.
Well, when she was dosed up on Valium with her arm open on the table she admitted it, but she didn't exactly follow through with it. She was delirious.
I didn't say that stuff back to her, though. I mean, her mom and sister were there.
I still haven't admitted it to her….
But she's always been the first with the big stuff.
She did kiss me first, after all. But I did kiss her back.
Why won't Max just admit it?
So, thoughts? I'm not that sure about this…
Lotsa Love,
Nicola.