AN: Is anyone else super pissed about the Hayley baby? Like seriously. I didn't even watch the spin off being a good friend and waiting for my friend to come home so she could watch it with me via Skype.
Ugh, anyway, on with the story...
Caroline sighed as she listened to Klaus' voice on her voice-mail. She had been listening to it for the past half hour. She can confused. Confused about how she felt for him, how she could feel something for him that wasn't hatred.
She thought that with him being away from Mystic Falls she could gain some what of a normal life but that was unlikely. All she had been thinking about was Klaus. Graduation was coming up and maybe she would take him up on his offer, to see the world, why not start with New Orleans?
Of course it would be as friends. She knew she felt something for him but she needed to be single for a while and learn to grow as her own person and not as two people in a couple.
A vibration on her leg caused her to snap out of her thoughts. She sighed, expecting another message or phone call off Klaus but in reality, what she received was much worse
Apparently Hayley was pregnant. With Klaus' child. Could she trust the source? I mean after all it was from Rebekah.
Caroline tried to hold on to the thought that Rebekah was lying to her, to make her feel insecure about herself and for how Klaus felt about her. But no matter how hard she tried to tell herself that it wasn't real, the reality of the situation knocked her full force.
Of course Hayley was pregnant and with Klaus' baby. Here she was sitting thinking about maybe joining Klaus and he's having a baby with that were-slut.
Caroline was angry but also devastated.
She was still second best. Klaus had put Hayley over her and that hurt more than when she was getting tortured by her own father.
Wiping away the tears that fell from her eyes and down her cheeks, she picked up a pen and a piece of paper. She tried to write out a proper sentence with the tears clouding her eyesight.
After a minimum of failed attempts Caroline finally finished the letter and folded it up, placing it inside of an envelope and sticking it closed. She would send it to Klaus and hope that she could learn to move on from the thought that she was actually the most important person in someone's life.
But of course because she is Caroline Forbes this means that she will always be second best. She will never be good enough to actually make Klaus make her his first choice.
This didn't surprise her. This is what she had feared all along when it came to her relationship (if it could be called a relationship) with Klaus. That he would realise she's not worth it and he would leave her, feeling broken and useless.
Shaking her head as more tears fell from her eyes and dripped down her cheeks. However this time, she made no move to wipe them away.
Why was she letting herself cry? Was it because every tear that fell from her eye was just another reminder that she was second choice and that she had no one here for her that understood her quite like Klaus doe- did.
Or was it because she had finally had enough and she just needed a good old fashion break down to repair herself. Again.
Only she knew that this time she couldn't be repaired because she had been broken in the worst way possible.
So, should I continue? Was it rubbish or good? Let me know!