A lot hugs to Asoka who help me to beta-read this!
He's like, the greatest man on earth *chuckles*
Lol let's skip that friggin part -_-
So yeah, I just made this because THIS really expressed my feeling. Hell yeah, I fell in love with a married-man, lol problem? *roll out tongue*
Enjoy~
CRAPPY DROUBLE!
Finally.
Kouichi will marry Misaki Mei.
You know what I think? I feel like I want to explode. I wanted to kill her, more then I wanted to kill her before. It feels like, somewhere deep down my heart I feel fragile. I feel like I want to disappear somewhere. You could say I'm feeling jealous, and that love made me blind.
I knew from the start.
Damn, I knew that Kouichi had something for her. But I couldn't help but try to make him fall for me. Even though it didn't work I felt like there's still a chance for me, even though it's quite impossible.
I remembered the times when I made Kouichi laughed. It felt like my biggest victory. Like all that I've done was worth it. Many times I decided to tell him how I feel, but my pride seems to be in the way. You saw me as a friend—wait, less then a friend because I tried to kill your little girl.
Every seconds we spent together I wouldn't trade it with anything in the world. It's very precious to me. You are precious to me.
God, I should've told him before how I felt! And now? I just cry all these tears inside, because I can't stand to see you with her. I tried to walk away from this hoping that you could be my groom.
Inside my head, I know that it could've been me next to him. It could've been me who you love.
Again, I tried to date these other guys. But I expected them to act like you. They became furious when they knew I tried to change them in to someone else. I can't do this to myself. Especially you, Kouichi-kun. You can't do this to me. I love you. And why the hell I should come to your wedding with her?
I hope I can go back in time to tell you sooner, Kouichi-kun.
Tell you that I love you.
I know it's crappy but at least leave your comment?