| | |SHARING MY DECEMBER: | |ONE DECEMBERS KISS | | | |(I do not own Severus or the marauders. Not even J.K does anymore. | |They are owned by Warner Bros. Studios. I have made no money of | |this. This fic is Dedicated to my love and my life. KR. And to the | |fact she has made my world into a magnificent winter wonderland. I | |hope you enjoy this rather short fic.) | | | |Severuss P.O.V | | | |The snowflakes were itinerant down in their pairs, dancing and | |swirling with their allies, never once realizing that they were | |dancing to their deaths. Never caring. Never ever looking down. | |They just danced. To their own beat. Slowly turning, ever downward | |This is my December. This is my time of the year. | | | |This is my December, This is my time of the year | |This is my December, this is all so clear | |This is my December, this is my snow covered home | |This is my December, This is me alone. | | | |my deep black eyes, flecked with green glance up to the castle. Its| |turrets coated in snow, Its walls shivering slightly, but happily, | |in the onslaught of the tiny dancing snowflakes. The grounds, icy, | |and crackled angrily as the students footfalls fell onto them, | |breaking their barricade to the cold. The trees held their arms out| |nobly to stop some of the dancing pairs from falling to their | |inevitable deaths. The Icy winds lifting the dancing pairs up | |again, pushing them askance, onto the students who played under | |their dance floor. My Black hair is gusted into knots and twirled | |around in this icy wind, receiving some of its own pairs. tepid | |flesh tucked tight under, robes and scarves. Cold hands snug inside| |tight woolen gloves. Fingers safeguarded from the cold. Noses and | |cheeks pink with this Icy dream. This is my December this is all so| |clear. | | | |Standing gracefully i begin my slow ascent to the castle doors. | |Scattering the few piles of snow ,that had clumped together, with | |my boot. Ducking the free fall of snow balls that flew through the | |air. The snowflakes incessant dance uninterrupted by the battle | |field of students, wishing to slaughter their opponents. i never | |smiled, never blinked as the snow fell. This was my dream. i lived | |here now. i need these few bliss filled months before the other | |seasons rained havoc on my world. I take a deep breath of the | |frosty air before stepping in to the entrance hall. I unravel my | |scarf from my neck and sigh. my eyes closing momentarily as i take | |in my environment. The soft squeaks of the watery soles of shoes | |tramping over the sandstone floors. The cheerful chatter of holiday| |spirited teens. The nervous pleas of students begging for | |extensions on homework, the un steady laughter of, soon to be gone | |seventh year students over their revision notes. Teachers talking, | |yelling, laughing, giving detentions. Shaking my head slightly i | |open my eyes, the snowflakes leap from my lashes and my hair and I | |just watch them fall to the floor and melt into the tiniest | |puddles. I wonder if this is what ants consider as their rain. I | |lift my head to gaze around. The school was empty to a certain | |point. Most students and Teachers being outside to enjoy the white | |wonderland that the grounds had become. Sighing I wonder if they | |know this is all mine. This season. These dancing flakes. These | |dreams. They are all mine. | | | |And i | |Just wish that I didnt feel like there was something I missed. | |And i | |Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that. | |And i | |Just wish that I didnt feel like there was something I missed. | |And i | |Take back all the things I said to you. | | | |I keep my movements effortless, secure and elegant as i move to the| |great hall. Several girls glanced up in my direction as i moved to | |my seat. But i dont care. my heart is being shared. By this | |wondrous season and by. I cast a casual glance to the adjacent | |table. There he was. His group had come in to eat and drink and | |warm up slightly before returning to their snow ball battle field. | |He looked each of them over. | |First was a tall, slender male, deep brown eyes, unruly black hair | |and glasses. His figure enthusiastically showed him to be an | |athlete. The boys arm was slung around a young girl, She had waist | |long red hair, that contrasted with her dazzling emerald eyes. They| |smiled and danced as she stared at her companions. She was slim, | |petite, polite and courteous. On her left sat a pudgy boy with | |short blonde hair and brown eyes. He was the tag along. A tall boy | |stood on the table top laughing as he called out spells, his figure| |well maintained, his hair pulled back into a low pony tail. His | |black eyes laughing as he fell down onto his friends. But the one | |he stared at had his nose in a book and was reading what he could | |in the short time he had before returning to the snow with his | |friends. His long honey brown hair curtaining him from view. His | |light honey brown eyes focused on the text he read. His long | |slender fingers twitching and turning the page. His slim, tight | |figure drawn to haunch over the table slightly. His lips opening | |and closing gently as he mouthed the text. This was his group. The | |black haired boy being James Potter. The Red haired girl being Lily| |Evans, The tag along, being Peter Pettigrew, the show off being | |Sirius Black. And the book worm. Being Remus J. Lupin. i brush a | |lock of my hair from my eyes angrily. I want to watch Remus | |reading, unobstructed. Sirius kicked the book softly from his grasp| |and laughed. With an annoyed look he glanced up. | |I watch him as he looks up at his friend. Then he sighs and looks | |at me. I falter. My cheeks going a deeper pink. He smiles. I return| |his smile with a shaky one. He rolls his eyes at his friends and | |then laughs still looking at me. I chuckle softly. He points to the| |door discreetly and then stands slowly. I nod. His friends | |complain, and beg him to stay. But he makes excuses. Making my way | |out of the hall, I wait for him. After a few moments he joins me. | |Hullo Severus He mutters. I notice his cheeks are slightly | |coloured. Wether from the snow or from me I can only hope. | | | |And Id give it all away, just to have somewhere to go to, | |Give it all away, just to have someone to come home to. | | | |We sit outside. Under a large tree. His eyes are closed, his lips | |slightly parted. Im struggling not to lean over this short distance| |between us and place a tiny kiss on them. His chest rises and falls| |with his breathing. I watch as his breath comes out in misty | |clouds. He is so relaxed. I am confused as to why he is sitting | |with me. If my fellow house mates knew I had passed up the chance | |to harass him, they would taunt and tease me. But I put it down to | |the fact I want to share my December, my season with him. | |He opens his eyes slowly, I smile, he has tiny flecks of snow on | |his eyelashes. He returns my smile. I find myself swimming in those| |honey brown eyes. Their fathomless depths keep me swimming for what| |feels like an eternity. I dont even realize he is moving until is | |face is close enough to mine I can feel him breathing. I like this | |season. He whispers staring back into my eyes. I blink. He likes my| |season. He is sharing my Season. He continues to stare into my inky| |black and green eyes. What he sees in them I do not know. But in | |his, I see a wondrous dream of which I dont ever want to wake from.| | | | | |This is my December, This is my snow covered tree. | |This is me pretending, This is all I need. | | | |And I... | |Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed. | |And I... | |Take back all the things that I said to make you feel like that. | |And I... | |Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed. | |And I... | |Take back all the things that I said to you. | | | |His eyes travel over my face taking in my features, as he does so, | |I allow mine to do the same. Feeling this is a privileged moment I | |may never receive again. I do not wish to waste it. His eyes have | |tiny lines under them. From all of his transformations. His cheeks | |are smooth and velvety, his lips soft, moist and parted slightly. | |His jaw is firm, but feminine. I adore him. He brings his hand up | |to brush it against my cheek. My eyes close slowly. Enjoying his | |touch. Sending shocks through me and over me. I shudder and he | |pulls away. My eyes fly open, his head is tilted so he doesnt have | |to look at me. Remus? I whisper. He looks down. You..were shaking.| |I thought maybe you didnt like it I smile and move forward to treat| |his face in the same way he had mine. Running my fingertips lightly| |over his soft, skin. He shudders. See why I was shaking? I whisper | |against his ear. | | | | | |And Id, give it all away, Just to have somewhere to go to. | |Give it all away, To have someone to come home to. | | | |This is my December, This is my time of the year. | |This is my December, This is all so clear. | | | |Give it all away, Just to have somewhere to go to. | |Give it all away, To have someone to come home to. | |Give it all away, Just to have somewhere to go to. | |Give it all away, To have someone to come home to. | | | |He nods and looks up at me. Remus I am going to kiss you. Pull away| |now if you dont want it. His eyes grow large and he pales slightly.| |But he doesnt pull away. I move closer to press my lips against | |his. Licking them open just that bit futher, sliding my tongue over| |his. He emits a delicious moan that urges me on. I push him back. | |He tangles his fingers in my hair and I do the same to his. We stay| |like this, licking sucking and exploring each others mouths. When | |we part I look down at him. He has tears running like little rivers| |down his cheeks. I am alarmed. Remus? Have I hurt you? I whisper | |cradling him against me. He rests his chin on my chest to look up | |at me, I bring my thumb up to his lips and smile as he nibbles at | |it. He looks nervous. | |This is yours. I can feel it. You have a home. You have a family. | |But its hollow. Superficial. So you claimed this world, this winter| |season, as your own I blink down at him. How could he know? How | |could he know all of this? I resist the urge to shove him away. He | |was invading my dreams. My hopes. He touches my lips softly. I want| |to share it. If youll let me. I want to share this world. I stare | |at him. This isnt happening. But it is. He sits me up slowly to | |pull me into another kiss. | |This isnt my December, This isnt my snow covered home. | |This is our December, This is our Snow covered home. | | | |-=The End=- | | | |(Part 2- Remus P.O.V) | | | |Author: Remmykins J. Lupin Snape. | |( Rogue Angel) |