Characters from "The Professionals" are property of Mark-1 Productions Ltd. I am simply borrowing them temporarily, without fraudulent intent or anticipation of monetary gain.

The Enemy Within

By e-pony

The battle line is drawn.

But in this fight,

Who is wrong

And who is right?

That line's become unclear,

Grown indistinct

With the passing of each year.

And sometimes,

In the uncertain hours of the night,

All that's left is fear.

xxx

Don't you ever question

What we have become?

Are we more than just the sum

Of our training and our skill?

Or has the violence of each kill

Bled compassion

From our hearts,

So we are just the parts –

Never to be whole?

xxx

Have we been left

But tempered weapons:

Hard-edged steel,

Cold, bereft,

And lacking soul?

Do you ever feel

The slender thread of life

Break beneath your hands?

Or have the endless years of strife,

And senseless loss in distant lands,

Made each death less real?

xxx

Is my inner nature,

Though bound by a moral code,

Lethal and reactive,

Primed – set to explode?

Is there any mercy left

For hard justice to erode?

Can your mercenary conscience

Hold me to a higher road?

xxx

The battle line is drawn.

But in this game,

Both queen and pawn

Bear blame.

As comrades fall to ashes and to dust,

The line is too unclear

To determine who is just.

And, yet, beyond the anger and the fear

A steadfast partner

Offers strength and trust.