Hurting

I know you don't understand

But in time you will

It hurt me to leave you

It still hurts

A lot

It hurts even more not talk to you

I'm so very lonely

I wish you could hold my hand again

I image you here, holding my hand

But when I look down

My hand is empty

And my heart is heavy

It is hard to breathe without you

The air is thick

Full of sorrow and pain

I cannot bare it

But then I remember my promise

My promise to you

I always think

What would you want me to do?

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This is one of the many poems i made when i broke up with my boyfriend months ago.