Feedback: Oh, I love feedback. Summary: Maria has to leave Roswell without telling anyone. She goes to New York where she starts her new life and meets some old faces. Rating: R - I don't think if the text is so rough but just to be sure Disclaimer: I don't own them. Spoilers: Departure - references to that episode Distribution: Take it but please, let me know first A/N: This is something that just came to my mind.

Prologue

Maria watched as the sign saying 'Wellcome to Roswell' went by. A tear escaped from her eye but she didn't care. She wanted to cry. To cry that awful feeling away. She would never see her mother or her friends. or Michael. She had to leave without telling anyone. She had to protect the ones she loved.

She remembered when the changes had begun. It has been few days after Michael had stayed on earth for her. Their relationship had gotten deeper and life in Roswell was going just peachy. Then the new alien came. What was his name? Bob? Maria didn't like him at all. He gave her chills. He insisted that the aliens wouldn't sosialize with the humans. Needless to say, the aliens didn't care of his commands.

Maria sighed. Things had changed even though she didn't believe so. The new alien had shown to the humans how he felt about them. He loathed them. The aliens felt that they could trust him. They told him that the granolith was useless and that Tess and Tess and Max's son had left. Maria and Michael got to spend time alone less and less. The new alien, 'Bob', was always near. He taught Michael to control his powers and do new stuff. Every little while he mentioned to Max his son making sure that Max would be on his side. He even mentioned that there was a way to go Antar. Max and Liz's relations got colder. It hurt Liz that Max spoke about his son every fifth second.

Earlier, when Maria had closing up the CrashDown and going to the Jetta, 'Bob' had come behind her.

~ FLASH ~

"What do you want?" Maria asked with shaky tone.

"I want to go home but to do so you have to be dead. You see, I can't go to Antar without rest of the Royal Four. Khivar wants them and arranges the way back if I get those three come with me. I thought that it was easy. The king is in quest for finding his son and the things between his girlfriend has got so bad that he'll come with me in no time. The princess will come with me too. She'll follow her brother and friend..But the commander is hard one to crack. That guy is in love with you, in love with some pitiful human, that I can't get him. Believe me, I've tried to talk him out of that thing you have but nothing works. So say 'bye bye'." 'Bob' said and put his hand on her forehead. He put his other hand on her stomach to keep her steady.

Maria closed her eyes and waited. Nothing happened.Then she felt him to let go of her and when she opened her eyes she saw him to back up.

"Fuck!" He yelled. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!"

Maria watched in horrow as the alien cursed on.

"You little whore!" He said and pointed her. "You just had to go all the way with the commander. Now I can't kill you."

"What?" Maria asked with shaky voice. "Oh come on, it's easy. Just concentrate and shoot." Maria said with mockery in her voice. She was amused. The big bad alien couldn't kill her.

"Don't mock me, you little bitch!" he yelled and slapped her. She fell to the ground and felt her cheek starting to sting. Bob grabbed her and pulled her up. "I can't kill you. It's genetically impossible for me to kill an Antarian. Even thought it wouldn't be full blooded."

"But I'm not..." Maria started but 'Bob' cut her off.

"No, you're human but that fetus inside of you isn't. Not fully. I can't kill you without killing that little thing and 'cause I can't kill that it's impossible for me to kill you. So here's what we do. In two hours you'll be gone. Out of this town. You'll go as far as possible from the Royals and you won't tell anyone about this or that you're leaving. If you haven't gone in two hours I'll kill your mother and move to your friends. If you come back, I'll kill someone. It may be your mother, it may be that boy, Kyle, or that girl, Liz. I suggest that you leave, now." He said with a whisper and then opened the door for her.

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Now she was sitting on the buss, crying for her friends and family. Maria looked down and saw her flat stomach. If you looked at her, you'd think that she was just a sad teenager. Maria was more. She was a sad, lonely, pregnant with alien teenager who was starting a new life.

"Don't worry, baby. We'll survive. I know it. Your mom is teflon. New Your is full of surprises and chances. We'll survive." She whispered to her baby with tears running down her cheeks.

Maria put her hand on her stomach and closed her eyes. The pregnancy was only beginning but she could felt her baby. She had made a connection with the baby.

~ FLASH ~

Maria was packing and took of her shirt to change it to another one. When she turned around she almost screamed. From a mirror she saw a faint glow coming from her stomach. The tears started to ran down her cheeks and when she touched the glow she heard the heartbeat of her baby.

~ END FLASH ~

Maria started to hum a lullaby that her mother used to sing to her when she was little.

She was pregnant and going to start a new life.