Namine ritsu
I had to make this
Ritsu had never felt true love, only sorrow and grief
He had never been able to act like a child, he had to grow up too fast
He never had real friends, only enemies
It's no wonder he isolates himself from the other vocaloids
The kid cross-dressed because he felt like the large burden he was forced to carry for the rest of his life just got lighter. It worked for a while, but that same pain in his chest and mind always found its way back to him and is slowly, painfully destroying him…
He didn't need anyone else hurt.
So here he is broken, unable to smile anymore, he can no longer be happy…
He kept his distance from everyone else.
He never went with them anywhere much just staying home…
He sang when they weren't home…
He sang at the top of his lungs as if he was yelling to someone trying, but failing and crying…
He wanted them back, but he couldn't get them back…
Sadly you can never get back something you've truly lost no matter what one does or how much they beg…
He knew that too well.
He kept avoiding everyone.
He kept quiet.
but on the inside he wanted to scream.
he wanted to cry until he couldn't anymore.
yell forever.
the world is just to cruel.
he still carries on singing without his voice shaking.
he won't talk he will only start crying…
thus begins the story of namine ritsu
so sad
but I have always seen ritsu as that very depressed kid