Author's Note - - - Star Wars belongs to the great George Lucas



Make a choice.

Take control.

Needing to do this, not wanting o fight.

This is what happens when feelings collide.

Mind vs. Heart, something hard, something deadly.

Make a choice.

Take control.

What a Jedi must do.

Fighting my now strong feelings, my self-control deteriorating.

Is this what I have become?

Focusing every energy on my mind, stepping over every obstacle.

I become numb.

The cold feeling of nothing.

How did I let myself fall?

I have to pick myself up again, and stay there.

Never surrenduring,

ignoring the hurt,

being my old self.

But why is it so hard?

I'm a Jedi.

I don't feel,

I live at peace, fight for justice.

And yet, above all that,

I have broken the first rule I ever learned:

A Jedi shall not know fear,

A Jedi shall not know hatred,

………nor love.

Make a choice,

Take control,

Set my world right.

This is my life,

What I must accomplish,

Never give in.