Um, hai.

Nice and depressing, as usual. I'm in a bad mood. Blame my family. n.n

SUMMARY: Sam's sick to death of this life. But will something stop her from making the biggest decision of her life, or will it be too late?

Oh, I like that summary. :3 anyways, enjoy. And REVIEW! Make me think that people actually want me on here.

I hate everything.

I don't really know why, but I remember how it started.

The screaming, this pain. It had always been here, always haunting me.

No – one ever took my side. Adults always saw her side as right, and I was just a little attention seeking liar. But she lied just as frequently as me. But no one cared, she was always right and I was wrong.

Because I was a minor. Because I was only 15, I had to put up with her. There wasn't anything I could do.

When I had good days, I had REALLY good days. But when I had bad days, they were horrible.

The screaming, the crying, the blood pouring down my wrists. She never understands. No one does.

They think they do, they wish they did. They hold me, and say that everything will be ok. But how do they know? Do they really think that, or are they saying what I want them to hear?

Are they really screaming the truth? Or are they screaming more lies?

I can't tell anymore. The blood rushing down my arms agrees.

I drop to my knees, the pain overwhelming me. I cry out in pain – a weakness I usually dare not expose – and I shrink into a ball, nails' curling into my palm as it takes me over.

I close my eyes, revelling in the pain. I could feel my hope fading, and with my hope was my soul and spirit.

I went to close my eyes for the last time when I heard my phone ring. With a tiny bit of strength, I reached into my pocket, and pulled out my phone. I had received a message from Danny.

Hey beautiful,

I... I don't know how to say this, but I think I'm in love with you. Everything about you. Never change.

Please. Please don't ever change. I love you more than my own life.

Danny.

I exhaled loudly. Why couldn't he have sent this earlier? I huffed angrily, then sent a reply.

And what would you do if I was to die right now?

I got a reply instantly.

I'd kill myself.

I sighed, and with the last of my strength, sent one last text.

Get ready to die.

Then I closed my eyes on the world that rejected me.

Ooh. Ouch. NOOOOO! SAMMIE! D':

Ums. I wanna write a flipside to this, but idk if I should. Review it and tell me if I should?

Tell me it was good, tell me it sucked dick, tell me it was horrible, tell me you'd rather go jump off a cliff, tell me I'm a little emo and should go die, I don't really care. Just tell me what you think. No spamming though, please and thank you! :3

Just thought I'd tell you guys a little story before I go. You don't have to read this if ya don't wanna. But I like it.

I was really upset tonight, right? So I sent out a little group message for some of my closest friends asking for support. In a matter of seconds, my inbox was full of people stating how much they loved me and that I had to continue moving on.

You guys give me reason for being here. I fucking love you guys.

-Dani :3