HOYA!!! My fellow Kotor fans! This is a small pointless RevanCarth ficclet. I got the song stuck in my head and realized -le gasp- This song would be perfect for Revan! And so here it is! This takes place after KOTOR 1. Revan leaves for the Unknown Regions ...so sad
Disclaimer: I don't own Kotor or HSM or the song or Carth or Revan...this is rather depressing
Revan slid out of the covers of the bed as silently as possible, even so the person she loved more than anything stirred. "Beautiful?" he muttered unconsciously searching for her warmth next to him. "
"I'm sorry Carth…" she whispered, her light gray eyes lingering on his face, on those stubborn strands that always resisted any attempts at being tamed. She broke away and quickly donned her favorite pair of Jedi Robes.The memories…so many battles were fought in these robes… she found herself thinking as her fingers moved lightly across the fabric. Not even realizing what she was doing, her feet had already brought her over to the backpack she had packed last night. Quietly, she unzipped the front pocket and withdrew her datapad. Without another word she placed it on the bedside table and headed to the door. " See ya someday Onasi." She whispered as she struggled to hold back the tears. And with those words she walked out the door and out of the hotel they were staying in. After she had defeated Malak, the Republic had insisted in them all staying there.
The sun was just beginning to rise on Coruscant, tinting the sky red and pink. As she thought about what she was doing and all that had happened, the tears welled up once more. She smiled weakly and let them fall. She began to sing softly as she neared the landing pad her ship was on.
"I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged…"
Her heart wrenched painfully as she thought of the arguments the she and him had gone through.
"It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok…"
That stupid orange jacket…
"I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday
But at least for now…
I gotta go my own away"
She walked up the boarding ramp and slid into the pilot seat. She always found him here…
"Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up…
And I watch them fall every time
Another colour turns to grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away…"
The Ebon Hawk began to rumble as she took off from the ground.
"I'm leaving today 'cause I've
Gotta do what's best for me…
You'll be ok..."
The blue streaks of Hyperspace surrounded the ship as Revan slumped in the seat. Tears fell faster than ever as she thought of the mission ahead.
"I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
World someday…
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away"
She trailed off and looked up with a small smile on her tear-streaked face. Her gray eyes sparkled,
"I love you Carth. I promise I will return to you."
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