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A Bit of Lace
Prologue: Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You're gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You're gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
Broken, Seether ft. Amy Lee
A black haired man walked through the rain. He came to a stop in front of a large suburban house. He did not go inside, but stood outside in the rain watching the scene indoors through the window. A beautiful red haired woman was playing with a little baby with identical red hair. The child was laughing as the woman and her husband pulled bizarre faces trying to make the child forget about the raging thunderstorm outside. Listening to the child's melodious laugh, Sirius couldn't help but smile himself.
Oh! How he longed to hold his daughter, but he knew he could not. If anyone from the Dark side found out that he had had a Muggle lover and now a half-blood daughter, he could lose both forever. Helena understood why no one could find out about her and he baby and why they could not be together anymore. The only people who knew about them were his best friends James Potter and Remus Lupin.
Now Helena had a new Muggle husband who had adopted her daughter as his own and loved them both very much and watching the two of them enjoy and play with the child, Sirius knew he could not have given his daughter a better life had he still been in it, what with his pure blood mania crazy family and a war against a deranged hypocritical psychopath who was on the warpath against anyone who was not of pure wizard blood.
Maybe one day, after this bloody war was over, he'd meet his daughter and try to be the father he should have been from the beginning, but until then he could never go near, he would watch them from afar and keep them as safe as possible.
Finally, Sirius decided to leave, but before he Apparated he conjured a piece of parchment and wrote a quick letter to his little daughter, hoping Helena would save it and give it to her when she was old enough. From then on, he vowed to send his daughter a letter at least every month if he could.
And with a loud pop , which made Helena look up just in time to see him disappear into thin air, he Dissaparated and left the family he could have had, possibly forever.
