[ Note - This is my first Harry Potter fanfiction, therefore I'm obviously not the best. I hope to get some feedback, whether it be good or bad, so please.. comment! ]
Disclaimer; Honestly, I have no idea why we must put a "Disclaimer" section, We all know these are JKR's characters. But in case you don't - I do not own any of the characters within this story!
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It seemed almost impossible. I'd been falling for my best friend without knowing it for quite awhile, now. Now it feels as if I can't even talk to him anymore. It doesn't feel the same. Before it felt as if I were speaking to a brother, now it's much different.
When I'd talk to him, it made me feel as if I were talking to some sort of celebrity, though some may have considered him one, I remembered; He's my best friend. I would get nervous, and speak in pretty much 3 word sentences.
What made me mad was the fact that he treated me like a friend.. Of course, I am a friend, but he treated me like.. a boyfriend. It's as if he doesn't even realize I'm a girl.
I was staring at Harry, examining his beautiful face, I began to wonder what he really thought of me. I wonder if he'd ever consider me..I mean, as a girlfriend.
"Are you okay?" Harry asked me.
"Y-yeah," I stammered, realizing that Ron and Harry had been staring at me as well.
"Are you sure? We'd been trying for your attention for the past minute.." Ron asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I'm sure, I'm fine.." I answered. I'm such an idiot. I had just embarrassed myself.
I had noticed that everyone had already eaten, and I hadn't taken one bite. I looked to my side to see Neville having a conversation with the person to his other side.
What had been a nice conversation between Harry and Ron soon turned to an uncomfortable silence. I bit my lip and thought of something to say, to at least start a conversation. But I wasn't the one to do this because Harry added; "You've been a little odd lately".
Suddenly it felt as if the heat had risen, because my forehead began to burn. I know I had been acting different, and especially around Harry, but I didn't know it was that noticeable..
"Odd? How so?" I asked, sounding clueless, which in fact; I wasn't.
"You've been.. quieter than usual" Harry said, a little uneasy, "Is there anything wrong?"
"Nothing at all!" I smiled.
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I decided to avoid Harry and Ron the rest of the day, Harry was obviously catching on. Maybe not onto the exact reason why I was being "odd" but he knew something was up, and if there was one person I didn't want to know, it was him. At least not yet.
[ Note - Sorry, a bit short, but I promise that if I get enough comments, I'll continue and the following chapters will get longer! So please.. comment! Love always, Ashley.. ]
Disclaimer; Honestly, I have no idea why we must put a "Disclaimer" section, We all know these are JKR's characters. But in case you don't - I do not own any of the characters within this story!
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It seemed almost impossible. I'd been falling for my best friend without knowing it for quite awhile, now. Now it feels as if I can't even talk to him anymore. It doesn't feel the same. Before it felt as if I were speaking to a brother, now it's much different.
When I'd talk to him, it made me feel as if I were talking to some sort of celebrity, though some may have considered him one, I remembered; He's my best friend. I would get nervous, and speak in pretty much 3 word sentences.
What made me mad was the fact that he treated me like a friend.. Of course, I am a friend, but he treated me like.. a boyfriend. It's as if he doesn't even realize I'm a girl.
I was staring at Harry, examining his beautiful face, I began to wonder what he really thought of me. I wonder if he'd ever consider me..I mean, as a girlfriend.
"Are you okay?" Harry asked me.
"Y-yeah," I stammered, realizing that Ron and Harry had been staring at me as well.
"Are you sure? We'd been trying for your attention for the past minute.." Ron asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I'm sure, I'm fine.." I answered. I'm such an idiot. I had just embarrassed myself.
I had noticed that everyone had already eaten, and I hadn't taken one bite. I looked to my side to see Neville having a conversation with the person to his other side.
What had been a nice conversation between Harry and Ron soon turned to an uncomfortable silence. I bit my lip and thought of something to say, to at least start a conversation. But I wasn't the one to do this because Harry added; "You've been a little odd lately".
Suddenly it felt as if the heat had risen, because my forehead began to burn. I know I had been acting different, and especially around Harry, but I didn't know it was that noticeable..
"Odd? How so?" I asked, sounding clueless, which in fact; I wasn't.
"You've been.. quieter than usual" Harry said, a little uneasy, "Is there anything wrong?"
"Nothing at all!" I smiled.
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I decided to avoid Harry and Ron the rest of the day, Harry was obviously catching on. Maybe not onto the exact reason why I was being "odd" but he knew something was up, and if there was one person I didn't want to know, it was him. At least not yet.
[ Note - Sorry, a bit short, but I promise that if I get enough comments, I'll continue and the following chapters will get longer! So please.. comment! Love always, Ashley.. ]