Red.
The color of Tomatoes.
The color of Anger.
The color of Antonio's Carnation patch.
The color of Blood.
The color that covered his wrists and arms, which were covered in the warm sticky fluid that gave him life.
What would Antonio think? What would he say if he could see his precious Lovi splayed across his bed, covered in blood, and dying? Would he care? Would he mourn? Would he want to kill himself?
He doubted it.
He cared more about Feliciano. Right?
A gasp from the doorway. A panicked and pained 'Lovi!'. The feeling of someone sliding wet cloth across his arms and bandaging his arms.
His mind went blank. There was nothing left.
"Oh, my precious Lovi. Why would you do this to yourself? Why could I not see the pain you were in? Why am I such an idiot?"
I did this because you love Feliciano more. You couldn't see the pain I was in because you were too busy ogling Feliciano. You're an idiot because you couldn't see how much I loved you.
Bastardo.(1)
Lovino was unconscious for three weeks before he finally awoke. The moment his eyes were open, Antonio was there, crying, his head bent, whispering in Spanish.
"Lo siento, Lovi. Lo siento mucho. Perdóname. Te amo mucho. Te amaré por toda la eternidad. Por favor, despierta para que pueda ver tus hermosos ojos de nuevo. Para que yo pueda escuchar su hermosa voz. De modo que pueda atender a los tomates con usted. Para que yo pueda tratar de convencer a pequeñas sonrisas fuera de usted. Para que yo pueda amarte."(2)
Lovino had paid attention when Antonio had taught him Spanish, although he'd never admit it.
"Cabrón. Estoy aquí. Usted puede ver mis ojos hermosos. Y se puede oír la voz musical. Y tratar de convencer a las sonrisas de mí. Y usted me puede amar demasiado. Desde entonces, siempre he amado a ustedes. Y siempre lo haré. Para siempre."(3)He smiled softly.
Antonio looked up and his eyes widened. "Lovino," he breathed, pulling him into a crushing hug.
"Te amo mucho."(4)
"Te amo demasiado, mucho." (5)
Bastardo.
Translations:
(1)- Bastard (Italian)
(2)- Sorry, Lovi. I'm sorry. Forgive me. I love you very much. I will love you forever. Please wake up so I can see your beautiful eyes again. So that I can hear your beautiful voice. So that I can attend to tomatoes with you. So that I can try to convince small smiles out of you. So that I can love you. (Spanish)
(3)- Bastard. I'm here. You can see my beautiful eyes. And you can hear my musical voice. And try to convince smiles from me. And you can love me too. Since, I've always loved you. And always will. Forever. (Spanish)
(4)- I love you very much (Spanish)
(5)- I love you too, very much. (Spanish)
Rachele: Me + Suicide YouTube videos + Depressing Music = This .-.
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