A very very short story inspired by Beabandit's interpretation about Sasuke and Hinata.
I don't own Naruto... I'm just an obsessed fan that happens to like them so much^^
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FOR HIM
I only knew him by his name. From the academy, as one of the most brilliant boys in school. Naruto's team mate. His best friend. Sakura's first love. Or so she thought. Team 7's ninja prodigy.
Uchiha Sasuke.
But since that faithful day, when he learned of Konoha's hidden secret, the council's verdict about his clan. His brothers so called 'betrayal'. He decided to accept the mission that Lady Tsunade has proposed. It will make him understand. To finally learn the truth about his family.
He changed drastically. He still has that far- a-way look in his eyes. Before, his eye was empty. Now, it was emptier. More hollow. It was painful to look through his eyes. Even from afar, I could feel his pain.
Why am I saying these things? I really don't know. It's like we're the same in some ways, different than the most.
Lady Tsunade accidentally found out about this connection and she decided to use me. It was a day I would never forget. The day I receive my most important mission. Kurenai-sensei did not know it yet and I wonder if the Hokage would tell her. Lady Tsunade decided that someone must be entrusted with Sasuke's 'plan' to join Orochimaru. A very dangerous mission to infiltrate his lair and gain the Snake's trust and to retrieve all the information he took from Konoha. Using Orochimaru's obsession about Sasuke, the young shinobi knew he is the only one who could do this mission. Only him. I was about to say my opinion regarding the matter but Sasuke shook his head and smiled at me. It was a first. He never really smiles. Naturally, I blushed and stuttered my apologies. He touched my head and rubbed my hair, messing with it like I was a little girl. "You worry too much Hinata. Let me handle this", he said fondly using my first name without any formalities. Another firsts.
I was the only one who knows the truth about his abrupt departure. The only one he said goodbye to. I know that if Sakura learns of this, she would be more devastated. However, she managed to catch up with him.
Even though he knew that his brother would sacrifice everything to protect Konoha, he couldn't stop himself for hating the village. His dwindling loyalty to the people who used his beloved brother. One of the reasons why his 'betrayal' becomes very convincing. Even to Naruto. Even to Sakura and Kakashi-sensei.
After the failed retrieval mission of Shikamaru's team in an attempt to bring Sasuke back, his name becomes taboo among the remaining Rookie 9. No news whatsoever. And that was the last time I've heard anything from him.
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Three years has passed.
Naruto also left the village to train under Master Jiraiya. Sakura also decided to train under the tutelage of the Hokage. Ino, Tenten and I followed shortly after Sakura's recommendation.
Each of us develops our own unique abilities.
And I have learned to become stronger.
After I discovered the Uchiha's downfall, I made some research about certain things that might affect the fate of the entire Hyuga clan. I decided to make a change. I talked to my father regarding the branch family's place in the clan. He was surprised by my sudden interests on the affairs of the clan. Finally, I saw in his eyes the approval I was hoping for all my life. His acknowledgement.
The clan elders were furious. But Hanabi and our father supported me all the way. And so did Neji, Kurenai-sensei, Kiba, Shino and the rest.
With the Hokage's commendation, the Hyuga clan is now one family. No more main or branch members, just the Hyuga clan.
Naruto would be surprised if he learns of this. It was his promise to my cousin during the Chuunin exams. That he will change the Hyuga's old ways when he becomes the Hokage.
I took the initiative. I was also inspired by the Uchiha brother's story. Their clan's demise. I don't want my little sister to suffer the same fate as Sasuke. I don't want to be hated by my sister just because I did what I have to do to protect the village by sacrificing the entire family. To be marked as a fugitive and a murderer. By taking the blame of something that I really don't want to do in the first place but must be done in order to protect the peace that was continuously eluded by destiny herself.
I want Hanabi to grow up a normal and happy life.
I hope and pray that the brothers would finally learn to forgive and forget. That life would be kinder to the two of them. That they will have another chance in happiness.
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I, Shino, Kiba and Akamaru was sent on mission to the hidden village of the Waterfalls. Our duty is to protect and ensure the safety of the head Priestess during her one month pilgrimage around the Land of Fire. Her name is Amara. She reminded me so much of Naruto. She was very cheerful, a little aggressive, mischievous and loud spoken. She already hit Kiba twice on the head because he didn't laugh at her jokes. Actually, I was the only one who laughs. It was very funny. Shino shook his head in annoyance to the two who are still bickering wildly when I suddenly stopped. Akamaru barks as he also sensed that we are not alone.
Activating my Byakugan, I searched for any other threats that may surround us. "He or she is alone," I said to the others.
"Are you sure?" Shino asks, his bugs already moving at a steady pace ready to attack whoever comes close to our perimeter. I nodded sternly.
Kiba sniffs in the air and faces south, crouching slowly to the ground with Akamaru at his side. "Stay where you are," he said threateningly to the newcomer who suddenly appeared in the middle of the road.
A lone figure stands nonchalantly with one of his hand holding the tip of his sword that was on his hips. He is wearing a white kimono top with black pants secured by a white rope. I can see the smirk on his face that was shadowed by the darkening sky. "He looks familiar? It can't be..."
"Hn, such a warm welcome from you guys. Really heartwarming"
A voice I knew so well. "S-sasuke?" I whispered silently. My heart beats a little faster.
Kiba was taken by surprised but held his ground and growled menacingly. Lady Amara was still beside me. Her usually cheerful face showed sudden curiosity because of our reaction to the newcomer, looking back and forth to our faces and Sasuke. "A friend of yours? Kiba-kun? Hina-chan?"
"He was a ninja from our village," Shino replied and took the lead defensively blocking the Priestess from Sasukes' view.
"Was?"
"I left Konoha a few years ago," Sasuke answered and bowed respectfully to the Priestess. "You must be Lady Amara? Head Priestess of the hidden village of the Waterfalls", he asks politely. His face was emotionless.
"Well, technically no, but yes, I currently am from the Waterfall village, and you are?" Amara pouted her lips with her fingers on her chin tapping it gently.
"What does she mean technically?" I wonder what that statement was without leaving my eyes on Sasuke. Absorbing his new look. He grew up beautifully just as I expected. But he looks thin. He noticed me and stares back as well receiving a murderous glare from Kiba.
"His name is Uchiha Sasuke. A rogue ninja from the hidden village of the Leaf" Kiba answered the Priestess and circled on Sasuke's other side while Akamaru stayed on the other corner, strategically placing the Uchiha in a vulnerable position. Shino stayed on his spot but I knew he was already preparing for an offensive attack in case Sasuke decides to make a move.
"Hello Hinata", he softly calls my name, "You grew up just like I know you would. Beautiful", he walked slowly towards me. Half of his face hidden by his hair, it was till unreadable. Then I noticed his eyes. It was different. Am I the only who noticed? "…"
"Stay away from her", Kiba shouted and runs at full speed trying to place himself between Sasuke and me. But he was faster. He suddenly took me in his arms and disappeared.
"Damn", the last word I heard from Shino, cursing for the first time.
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"Uhm… Th-they're gone now. I th-think you can bring me down. Sa-sasuke-kun?" I stuttered, avoiding his eyes that didn't leave my face. Every time I'm nervous, I stutter unconsciously especially when someone is staring. It makes me more uncomfortable.
Sasuke jumps from branch to branch taking me away from the group.
I was wrong. He didn't look thin. He was fit. His arms were strong as he carries me along the way. I shifted my weight so that he wouldn't have a hard time carrying me.
"Did the idiot finally notice you?" he asks.
"Wh-what do you mean?" I knew he was referring to Naruto. "How did he…?"
"You were obvious. Way back our Academy days. I always saw you stealing glances to that loser. I think everyone already knew. Of course, except for that idiot."
"Crap. This is awkward." My face turns deep red. I fidgeted more than ever. "It's not what you think, I…"
"Hmm, seems like he didn't change at all. I bet my last coin that he never did notice you, huh?" he slightly raised his head and stops. I hear the sound of rushing waters. We must be near a river.
He gently put me down on my feet, took my hand and pulled me near the edge of the cliff.
"This is where I stay when the old Snake doesn't need my services." He said as he showed me a medium sized waterfalls, not as grand as the falls that surround the village of the Waterfalls, but breathtaking nevertheless. It was nested beside the cliff where we are standing.
"Oh. It is beautiful," I said silently to myself. I smiled and turn to face him. He was standing a few meters back, with a disapproving look on his face. "What's wrong?" I asked.
"Are you this trusting?" he said as he approaches me with a deadly gait, "Have you forgotten a few important details about me?"
Ah, yes. He was a dangerous man. As Orochimaru's most favored pet, his soon-to-be body, he did things to gain the old Sannins' trust. And it means everything. He was now considered an S-ranked criminal. One of the most wanted aside from his brother Itachi and the Akatsuki.
"No. I did not," I stared back right thru his eyes, "But I remember everything, about you, about your brother, about your clan…" I whispered as I raised my hand, gingerly, and touched his face. He didn't move an inch. His face was serious.
"Then you should ran," he said as he held my hand, a kunai at hand, "I might kill you. I'm having a hard time controlling myself. I guess, the Snake did succeed in corrupting me after all," a sinister smile on his lips.
"If it makes you a little better after all the hardships you encounter, I wouldn't mind," I said, "If only… If only you would grant my one final wish." I blurted out without thinking. Then I feel his venomous stare. Like he wanted to strangle me but could not. He tightens his hold to his blade.
"What is it Juugo?"
"We're not alone?" That is the time I noticed a large man standing in the shadows beside the big oak tree. When I'm with him, I was starting to get careless, letting my defenses down. Neji wouldn't approve. I'm behaving like a crazy school girl having a date with his crush. "What the…?" I knew Sasuke didn't like fan girls.
I couldn't see the face of the man called Juugo. But can I sense that he was looking at Sasuke and me, wondering what my presence meant but didn't ask.
"They have a tracker with them, it wouldn't take long and they'll be able to find you here. You want me to kill them all?"
"No! Please don't hurt them," I turn to Sasuke, pleading. I wouldn't forgive myself if any of them was hurt because of my foolishness. I knew I shouldn't be here yet I couldn't stop myself. I don't know when I will ever see him again.
When he left, it felt like my heart broke into two. I never thought the connection was stronger. I even ask the Hokage to explain but she doesn't know the answer. Sasuke might know and I want to grab the opportunity to be with him. Even for a short time.
Sasuke sighed while looking at my panicked expression. "Bring Suigetsu. Try to confuse them till tomorrow morning. I want her tonight." I blushed when he said that. "But never make contact. Tell him they're my guests. They have the Priestess with them. So they're off-limits. Do I make myself clear?"
Juugo laughs, "He wouldn't be pleased, but yes, I'll try to leash him," his looks at me, his eyes gleaming with amusement, "You owe me one though. Enjoy your evening." The leaves rustled as he disappeared.
"Well? I knew you want to ask a few questions. What do you want to know?" His face was serious. He removed my hands that still clenches tightly on his kimono. He gave me some space. Like he knew what I was going to ask. I was grateful.
I really don't know what to say. My heart is hammering like thunder. I fidgeted with my jacket and avoided his eyes. I knew this is my chance, yet, I couldn't find my voice. "I-I'm… I'm s-sorry for this trouble. I-I know, I shouldn't be here but… I have to understand… W-why? Why do we have this connection…? We're not really related to each other, right?"
"Do you really have to ask?" he said nonchalantly.
I nod and tried my hardest not to cry in front of him. A sign of weakness. He doesn't like the weak. One of the reasons why he left. Why he took this mission. Why he risks his life to do the Snakes every bidding. He still wanted to get stronger, to be more powerful. He wanted to avenge his clan. He still wanted death. Death to the people who's responsible for giving the decision to kill his family. Those people who put his brother to shame. Before, he wanted to kill his brother. Now he wanted to save him. To bring back his honor. His dignity.
Sasuke ignored me and tag me along the river. The two of us entered the waterfalls drenching our clothes. It has a tunnel beneath it. He performed some hand seals that created a ball of fire in his hands. He motioned me to follow him inside. He kept glancing at me but didn't say a word. I knew he was frustrated because his brows are furrowed as we walked all the way inside. Yet he was giving me the chance to contemplate things on my own. Like he knew I would discover the answers on my own even without his help.
"We're here," he said as he places the ball of fire in the middle of a bonfire creating light in that darkened room. It was spacious. There were pieces of furniture inside that was essential for everyday use.
"There are dry clothes in the closet. Pick something to change your wet ones. I'll dry them beside the fire." He told me afterwards before he left, giving me the privacy I need.
"Oh Sasuke," I blurted out, clutching the back of his kimono. "I… I…"
He loosens my grip. One of his hand gently raise my face and looked me in the eyes, "That can wait, Hinata-chan. You need to rest. I know you're exhausted from your journey. The Priestess can be a real brat sometimes. Just like someone I knew." He messed with my hair just like before and smiled wickedly at me. "I'll look for something to eat. You must be starving. Why do you look so skinny? Didn't they feed you enough at the Hyuga manor? Maybe you should find your own place to live."
Strange. I know he doesn't talk much. Maybe he's nervous. Just like me. I smiled. He saw me smiling impishly. He smirked back and rolled his eyes in irritation.
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The fire he made continues to burn. It was beautiful. I tried to add my own chakra in an attempt to add a little color, but it dissolves quickly even before it touches the flame.
"They must be worried?" Thinking about the others. I hope Sasuke's friends did not hurt them at all. I think I could trust Juugo. He looks like a nice guy. I'm not sure about the other guy, Suigetsu.
I looked at Sasuke's sleeping figure. He looks peaceful despite the constant danger he faces. I sighed gently and decide to look around. Staring at random places, touching his things. Then I saw his sword. I was about to touch it when a hand held me back.
"You should be a lightning element user to touch that sword. Or else, you'll be electrocuted," Sasuke said, preventing me from hurting myself.
"I... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to…" I stuttered, slightly embarrassed for being nosy.
"Why aren't you sleeping Hinata? We still have to figure out your problem before you go back," Sasuke questioned me. He resumed his previous position. I never thought he was still awake.
"So, did you figure it out?" he asks.
I couldn't look straight into his eyes. I know I'm blushing. "I still don't understand. But I guess, knowing the basics don't change a thing."
"Meaning you're just letting the answers you seek ran away?"
"I g-guess so..."
"Hmm… Interesting…" Sasuke noted. He got up and walked slowly to my direction. Cautiously, like he was giving a chance to escape. "So why are you here, Hinata?"
I fidgeted a little bit. Not looking at him.
"Let me help you with that one… Hinata. Look at me," he ordered, "I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me why you're here." His words rang deep. I knew I had to say something. Yet I couldn't.
"Sasuke… I… I…" I could feel him in front of me. Dangerously close.
He lifted my face. My eyes met his. It was black as night. More beautiful than my pale ones. He closed the distance between us; softly, he caressed my cheek, like a feathers touch. I closed my eyes, leaning at his touch. It felt wonderful. I open my eyes and saw his, they were unreadable. Even though I couldn't see what's inside, I knew he is fighting another battle within.
"This is a mistake. I… I shouldn't have…" he released me immediately, turning his back. He clenches his fists.
"It's a-already too late Sasuke… I… I want to be with you. Isn't that obvious?"
"I think so," he sighed, "You're not good at hiding your emotions either."
"What are we going to do now," I asked. A little disappointed because I thought I was that close in getting my first kiss.
"You tell me," he replied, amused at my reaction. I jerked my head away from him, a little annoyed.
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I never knew we had a connection. But when I saw my mom and Sasuke's mother in the same picture, I learned from father that both our mothers were former teammates; that they treated each others like sisters. I feel like I have to do something.
He broke down after I gave him his mother's last letter before she died. It was entrusted to my mom, knowing that someday, her sons would need her even if she wasn't there for them. I felt my heart crying. I felt his pain.
The day I saw Sasuke's pain, our link has strengthened. From that moment, my feelings have changed completely.
I still like Naruto. He gave me inspiration. To be a better person who always believe on one's self. Someone who will always believe in the goodness of others. Even if all odds are against you, you should never give up. Fight for what you believe in. Just like he always did. And I thanked him for that.
What I felt for Sasuke is different.
I fell in love with him that day.
Affirmed by these thoughts, surprised to know that they were there all along, the answers that I've been looking for all this time, I look straight to his eyes. I felt courage for the first time. It was now or never.
"I guess I'm letting the chips of fate fall where they may. I want you to know… Sasuke, that I… I…"
I never noticed him walk towards me. Sasuke holds me carefully, I closed my eyes, and he took my face in his hands as he leaned closer, slowly, his lips inches from mine. I struggled to concentrate. It was hard to think when he is touching me like this. And then, he pressed his lips against mine. Softly.
"Hinata"
"I love you," Finally, I said to him as bravely as I could.
He was surprised to hear those words. I knew I look like a tomato. After that kiss… Well… I'm blushing profusely like it's the first time. Yes, it was my first kiss. The first time I tell someone what I feel. I never had the courage to face Naruto and tell him what I felt. I always look from afar. Hoping that he would notice and like me as well. Maybe with Sasuke. It would be different.
"I'm guess, I'm a lot worse than Naruto…" he said.
I tried to hide my face, embarrassed, but he took me in his arms and held me close.
TO BE CONTINUED…
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Conclusion on next chapter. Hope I did something right this time=)
