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(Chapter 1 Heartlessly Loved)
Solitary Dragon
Warning: If you hate the fic write a review I want to read it! Also it may be slightly ooc and contants Spoiler... Repeat SPOILERS!! hopefully more chpters to come.
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Like sand in my hands, the years slipped by and age slowly caught up with me. Here in the quiet recesses of space I often find myself staring out into the blackness groping for him. How long had it been ? Twenty-five years or was it thirty? I could no longer remember; or was it the fact that I didn't want to remember. Didn't want to remember, but I do. I think of him always and I'll continue until the day I die.
The last time we saw each other was on a sombre note. He'd found his long lost Julia and suddenly I knew I'd blown it. I cared about him and I guess Jet saw it too. Attraction I often dismissed it as and not love. I ignored him and often projected the idea all I thought about was money. And I knew he saw me as a free-loading vulture who seemed to be his shadow . I was indifferent and refused to let myself fall in love with him. I refused to be hurt again by this uncontrollable and unpredictable feeling.But it happened any way.Without consent I fell in love with him but I wouldn't permit myself to act on it.
I vaguely remember the last thing I said to him," Please don't leave us...". And I remember what he did, he looked at me then at Jet.
"I promised Julia something long ago and I'm going to finish it...I love her."and he was gone.
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If you have Nothing to say make up something for my review... PLEASE Review I have this bet with someone that I can't get over 50 reviews.PLEASe even if you write "GREEN EGGS AND HAM" it would be much appreciated!!! thanks SD sorry about the spelling mistakes I haven't seen yet...*^_^
(Chapter 1 Heartlessly Loved)
Solitary Dragon
Warning: If you hate the fic write a review I want to read it! Also it may be slightly ooc and contants Spoiler... Repeat SPOILERS!! hopefully more chpters to come.
~~~~~~~~~
Like sand in my hands, the years slipped by and age slowly caught up with me. Here in the quiet recesses of space I often find myself staring out into the blackness groping for him. How long had it been ? Twenty-five years or was it thirty? I could no longer remember; or was it the fact that I didn't want to remember. Didn't want to remember, but I do. I think of him always and I'll continue until the day I die.
The last time we saw each other was on a sombre note. He'd found his long lost Julia and suddenly I knew I'd blown it. I cared about him and I guess Jet saw it too. Attraction I often dismissed it as and not love. I ignored him and often projected the idea all I thought about was money. And I knew he saw me as a free-loading vulture who seemed to be his shadow . I was indifferent and refused to let myself fall in love with him. I refused to be hurt again by this uncontrollable and unpredictable feeling.But it happened any way.Without consent I fell in love with him but I wouldn't permit myself to act on it.
I vaguely remember the last thing I said to him," Please don't leave us...". And I remember what he did, he looked at me then at Jet.
"I promised Julia something long ago and I'm going to finish it...I love her."and he was gone.
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If you have Nothing to say make up something for my review... PLEASE Review I have this bet with someone that I can't get over 50 reviews.PLEASe even if you write "GREEN EGGS AND HAM" it would be much appreciated!!! thanks SD sorry about the spelling mistakes I haven't seen yet...*^_^