Fanfiction : All is not well
Chapter 1:- Experience
A/N: Takes place after war, im borrowing my friends account.
Disclaimer:- I do not own Naruto
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Am I all alone? all I feel is cold, anxious, and I feel scared...for some reason. I'm shaking within a pitch black world.
Then I feel someone's voice in the distance, and it seems to be getting closer and closer...as the seconds pass away.
'Just a little longer...allow me to be here.'
"Sakura? Sakura?! wake up! damn it!."
But I don't want to, for some reason I want to be here.
I snap back to consciousness blankly, then I'm aware of the terrible cold around me. When my eyes bring world into focus, the first thing I can see is the worried face of Sasuke Uchiha.
He is looking at me with a concerned expression. My wet clothes are clinging to my body Iike a second skin . I get up to take a look around myself and see that I'm lying on the ground, a seemingly deep lake few feet away from me.
I hear him calling my name, over and over again.
"Sa-suke?".
"Sakura?! are you alright? look at me! ".
I force my emerald orbs to look into his eyes. Where am I? Where is Sarada? Just when I was about to calm down vicious anxiety attacks me. I grip Sasuke's arm strongly.
I look briefly into his eyes, looking for some answers.
"Sasu-ke? " I whispered.
"Sakura it's alright we'll get you out of here! don't worry you'll be fine. " He spoke trying to act confident and sure, but the way he made his expression, I knew it won't be all that easy.
" Sarada? where is o-ur daughter? " I say stammering.
" I'll tell you later for now let's just go . Can you walk? " He spoke. " I think so."
I stand with his support as I keep the grip tight on his remaining arm.
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" We are there! almost " The Uchiha prodigy assured me, and to be completely honest his voice is the one the soothes me, comforts me the most.
For some reason I feel drained out. I can't even walk properly without limping. It is only a matter of time before I fall.
The black haired man looks at me for a brief moment before walking few steps ahead of me, he crouches down with his back facing me.
Looking at his broad back, I find myself steping towards him slowly. I get on his back with no resistance. His back is warm and nice. I remember now... half of it. I still don't understand why was I wet? did I try suciding again? that's what I probably did.
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It happend two months ago, I was alone at home while Sarada was sleeping in her room where I tucked her in.
I felt pressure against my chest, I placed my hand on the kitchen counter for support while my other hand was trying to ease the pain.
"Ah! " I yelped out loud. I grabbed a glass full of water and gulped sip by sip . I felt like someone was shoving needles in my heart.
" Mama? are you alright? " I heard the voice of my child , the future of the Uchiha clan.
" No-thing is wrong sweet hea-rt, why are you awake go to sleep now. " I forced a smile on my face, Sarada's expression was full of worry.
" Are you not going to sleep mama? "
" Oh yes, just a min honey " I breathed out the last words.
' No, this won't work I'm only making my daughter worried. Maybe I'll let her sleep in my bedroom tonight '
" Go to mama's room, I'll be there in few min " I walked towards the cabinet of the pitched and took out a pain killer.
' Ah ' I feel weird, Sasuke isn't going to come back before next week. Maybe I'm stressing out to much.
I headed towards our room, turning off all the lights.
I got in the bed and kissed Sarada on the forehead.
" Good night baby " I snuggled closer to her.
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Sarada Pov: -
The instant I saw my mothers impression, I certainly knew something was up, uncle Sai taught me the difference between my mothers fake smile and my mothers pure smile.
I thought she was just missing daddy, I'm aware that she cries sometimes during night, aunty Ino told me a secret... a very special one.
When mama got in the bed with me she whispered something, that was not left unheard by me.
I couldn't sleep and not even one hour had passed by when I felt my mom moving violently on the bed. I stayed perfectly still, waiting for this to be over soon and to my surprise it did, few seconds after.
I felt her getting up. And I felt sudden tightness in my heart. I wore my glasses and called out to her.
" Mama ? where are yo-"
She was already out of the room, I sat there waiting for her to come back but few min after, when she didn't, I went after her-downstairs.
The lights of the kitchen were turned on, I walked down slowly not making any sound.
I peeked from a side and saw that my mother, my pink haired mother, the best medic I know, was standing there her eyes unfocused, sharp kunai in her hands.
I wasn't stupid, I knew where this was going, I was her daughter after all. I screamed, I screamed at the top of my lungs.
Those moments were the longest I experienced in my whole life.. I felt like I would be late...I felt terrified.
" PAAPAAA! "
The door slammed open, and my father like a lightning bolt, in a flash second was standing before my mother, the kunai already slapped from her hand , was now lying on the floor.
" You! " His angered voice made me flinch with fear even though it was not directed towards me.
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A/N: - Yep Sakura is I'm deep trouble...
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