Disclamier: I do not own twilight, Stephanie Meyer does!

I got up off my bed and sighed walking to my closet. Another day alone. I pulled out a pair of ripped skinny jeans a dark blue tank top and a pair of black boots (pictures on profile).

I made my way downstairs where I saw Carmen and Eleazar cuddled up on the couch again. I cleared my throat quickly.

"Morning." I smiled.

"Good Morning Tanya." Carmen and Eleazar said in perfect harmony. I smiled knowing if they could blush they would be as red as a tomato right now.

"Where are the lovebirds?' I asked absent mindedly. Just then Garret the newest addition to our family and Kate, my sister walked through the door.

"Morning!" Kate screamed, practically bursting with happiness a huge grin lighting up her face.

I giggled as I watched Garrett wrap his arm around my sister. I thought it was so cute, they had recently got together after we left the Cullens. I thought about Irina and saddened just a bit. It looked like no one even noticed.

"Well…I'm going out for I bit. I'll be back later. Love You!" I said over my shoulder as I made my way out the front door, bursting out into a full blown run as I reached the last step.

I made my way to my to a clearing and sat down. I sighed. "My sisters are so lucky. They both have someone to love and be with for the rest of their lives. Do they even realize how lucky they are?"

"Sometimes I wish I had someone…that's never going to happen though. I mean who would ever like someone like me? I'm worthless. I know I am."

"No your not." Came a voice from the woods. I immediately jumped up and crouched down ready to pounce any second.

"Whoa! Hold on I'm not going to hurt you." I looked toward the direction of the voice and saw a man emerging from the woods. He was very tall, pale, and had light blonde hair. His shirt was tight on his chest which accented his muscles. I gasped and he stepped forward.

"I'm sorry I startled you. I heard you talking to yourself and I was curious." He admitted with an apologetic smile. I kept staring and simply nodded my head.

An: Please leave comments and I will continue the story if you like it! I already have the next chapter planned out :)

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