A/N- Hey guys.

I'm feeling really confused about this guy I like, like really confused.

I was listening to this song, when I thought how it fits us.

Hope you enjoy!

Song-So Close

Artist- Jennette McCurdy

Thanks and don't forget to check out my other story, Fall!

~Awesomeness

Just keep tuggin', pushin', pullin' all my little heartstrings
Got me all tied up in knots
Anytime I see your face
Oh it brings out
It brings out the girl in me.

I have a crush on you, Goldfish boy. And your knowledge, yet ignorance maes it worse.

Every time I see you I can't help but smile. I can't help how I get nervous and giggly. It's your fault.

Don't know just how ya did it
But ya got me real good
Hook, line, and sinker like I knew you could
But you don't even notice
Boy, I wish you would

You just ignore me though. That just makes it worse. though.

Could you just acknowledge me? Please? A simple hello, an easy conversation? Anything would work. I wish you would look me in the eye more. Because you know I'm here, I'm alive.

Yet you act like I'm invisible.

I can't help myself
I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face

I'm different around you than I am with my friends. To you, I talk rarely and quietly, my heart beating 100 times a minute. But I'm smiling all the way.

And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name

You wouldn't know my name if we never talked. You wouldn't give a care.

Am I out of my mind
I think that I might be goin' crazy
'Cause my heart is your's to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close when you're so far away

I really am going crazy.

I think about you all the time. When not thinking, talking. When not talking or thinking, looking at you. So on and so fourth.

I want to be with you every second of the day.

I think.....I love you.

I think he might be close to perfect
Girls you know what I mean
He's got a face straight out of a magazine
Gotta pinch myself to prove he ain't a dream

Oh Oh Oh

You're perfect. Perfect smile. Perfect humor. Perfect personality.

I can't help myself
Now my secret's out

Now everyone knows I like you...even the girl you crush on.

I don't know if that's good.

I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face
And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name

If you still went to private school, we wouldn't even know eachother. At all really.

Am I outta my mind
I think that I might be goin' crazy

I really am going crazy.

I really am outta my mind.

'Cause my heart is your's to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close when you're so far away

It's up to you.

Have and hold my heart. Keep it safe, with you.

Or push it away, break it.

Your choice.

I wish you were mine all mine
Mine all mine
I wish you were mine all mine
I wish you were mine

Almost every girl in our class likes you.

You like someone else.

You have too many friends.

Why can't we ever just be alone?

Why can't you be mine?

I can't help but smile
Everytime I see your face
And we've never met
I bet you don't know my name

I wouldn't be going through this if you still went to private.

We would have never met.

You wouldn't know my name.

Am I outta my mind
I think that I might be goin' crazy
'Cause my heart is your's to have and hold or break

It's your choice.

Hold my heart,

or

break my heart.

Which do you choose?

How'd you get to be so close when you're so far away
How'd you get to be so close when you're so far away

Even if you decide to break it, you'll always be with me.

In my heart, my mind.

No matter where you are, I think about you?

How did you get to be so close when you're so far away?