This a letter I would have wrote to Adrian if I were Rose.
Dear Adrian,
I know you probably don't want to hear from, but I feel bad from treating you like that. I never expected to hurt the way I did. I could love you and be devoted to you as long as I thought Demetri didn't want, and for me to say that I was over him was me lying to myself, and to you. The truth is that Demetri was my first love and my only.
I shouldn't have led you on like that but I did and I fell terrible about. I miss talking to you. I miss your smartass comments you make because you were about the only one who could top mine. I know that I can't love you like you want me to but I can still love you as a friend.
Damn it Ishkov this is so stupid, I hate that I your making me chose between you and the one I love. I just wish you'd come see so we could talk it out face to face, our atleast call, visit it me in a dream or something. It's killing me…..
Lissa tells me your drinking again, you know that hurts her about as much as it does me. So I hope you enjoy that in trying to make me miserable your hurting Lissa, your cousin, the Queen. She doesn't wanna lose you and neither do I Adrian.
We were friends before why can't that work now…..I realize that cheating on you was wrong but it was a lapse of judgment, I'm sorry it probably doesn't change much but I am sorry
Love,
Little Damphire
A/N: If anyone wants to write Adrian's response to the letter feel free because I would love to read it. Especially a guy response, but anyone will do J