A car passes outside your window,and your alone.

You lay in your bed,wishing for sleep to engulf you. But you know it won't.

Nights are the hardest part,the days you can handle.

At night,you are reminded of all that you've given up and thrown away. You lay in your bed,god how you hate that bed. You look to your left side and you swear you see the indention of where she would sleep. You lay your hand on her side,if you try hard enough you can feel her warmth there.

Emptiness fills you,and you hate it. Everything in this room reminds you of the day she left,it's torture lying here. You remember that night so clearly now.

"What do you want,Miley!?" She screams.

Your silent as she stares at you.

A sharp intake of breath.

"I hate you,all you've ever done is lie to me,confuse me."She asys voice full of acid.

She grabs her bag and slams the door behind her.

This room is full of mistakes,full of missed oppurtunities,full of consequences.

Everything you should've said swirls around in your mind,everything you should have confessed.

You wonder where she is,what she's doing while your tossing and turning here.

You wonder if you could ever get her back,if she would let you explain.

You pick up your phone,you almost call,finger on the send button. But you can't do it. This stupid career,and it's god damn demands. You hate it,you hate Hannah Montana,you hate everything that she's become. You just want to be Miley again,you just want Lilly back,that's it.

You know in every fiber of your body,you would give it all up for Lilly. All of it: the cars,the money,the clothes,and the houses. But could you ever say it out loud? Could you ever admit to Lilly how much you really care for her?

You reach for the phone again,this time you press send. She probably won't answer,but you're praying she will.

Her voice answers the phone warily.

"Hello?" Her voice is thick with sleep.

"Lilly." You say with relief,it's been too long since you've heard her.

"What do you want?" She says,her voice stabs you.

Apparently she didn't look at caller I.D.

"Lilly...I-I need to talk to you."

"So talk." She says angrily.

"I'm so sorry Lilly! This has just been terrible,I miss you,I'm such a bitch. I've been nothing but horrible to you,and I just couldnt say what I needed to say to you,God I'm so sorry!" You break down,your crying,struggling for words.

Silence,but she's still on the line,you can hear her even breathing.

"Miley,I'm trying to move on. I'm doing so well,I just...I don't know." Your heart drops.

"You don't want me." It's a statement,you know she's better off.

"MIley..."

"No,I understand."

You hang up,and roll over.

Lilly dosen't want you,t's all your fault.

Suddenly,you feel hands on your back,you feel warm breath in your ear. You open your eyes,and she's lying in bed with you.

"Lilly?" You whisper.

"I still had my key..." She whispers back.

Her eyes are red from crying. She's confused.

"Why?"

"Miley...I was trying. I've been trying so hard,I can't get over you Miles."

You smile at your nickname. Then you kiss her,and she kisses back. Her lips are soft against yours,God,how you've missed this. And then you realize how internally right this moment is,the two of you lying here together.

"I love you,Lilly."

"I love you too,Miles."

Author Note:

So not my best,it just came to mind. Please read my other stories-mainly "Believe",it needs reviews.

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